Alyve

When you want what you've never had you must do what you've never done

Saturday, September 30, 2006

HoMeCOmiNG DANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!

ya,ya tommrrow is the homecoming dance at school

8.00 to 11.30p.m
afterwards.....
bowling from 11.30p.m till 1.ooa.m
afterwards.....
back home chillin........
than its time to RISE FROM HELL............................................................

Friday, September 29, 2006

Straight To Hell.........................

ya.....so this week....iv been playing diablo.....again...for like the 5th time i restart the whole game.......i just love it......and for that...iv been not studying........i dunno.....SAT is 2 weeks away........and i havent started yet........im going to Hell......OMG.........tommrrow is spirit day....we are doing a project on the football team we are going to play againts....and im being interviewd on tv for the project....so we are playing againts reed the football team....and there is a guy in our school name reed.....so the interview was 2 guys before me would be serious about wat they think about the game tomrrow.....and when it comes to me.......the question is....so chin wat do you think about reed.....im going to sream.....REED!!!!! oh reed!!!!!!!! i think he is going to homecoming with michelle.....lol.......i know its funny.....i should get the videos...and put it online so people can see it....haha....i mean for my peasants and fans.....lol.....oh and so......ya.....im out.....but just a little update on the kingdom of king

King-kingston
Ting-Princess
the rest?- Peasants....lol

Thursday, September 28, 2006

Will it be.......

a Yes......



or



a No............


i dont know.......

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Do they?

Women love romance.....

show them that you care.....

and they'll appreciate it..........

and they'll be very happy..........

show them love............

they love it...........

do they?

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

18 days till SAT......

ya...18 days more till SAT......havent even started on the freaking big 1000+ book on how to study for SAT and like 10 Practice test.....its 1.09a.m now........and im doing this signifigant figures thing for chem......

i realized a lot this week....i meant last week......i understood several things and came up with alot of whole new assumptions that maybe the answers that iv been questioning myself all along......

maybe this.....

maybe that........

maybe this and that..........

maybe she.......

or maybe............

btu all i can do right now is to study for SAT......my childhood is not going to be the best years of my life and i dont want my children to have that same happen to them.....i want them to live in a good environment....of course im not going to send them to singapore and let a random not related guardian take care of him/her for 5 years and bitch slap him/her and beat them with cane and force them to do this and do that, and ill treat them basically.....im not going to let it happen to them......no.....thats why.....all the matters...all the lovesick....all the loneliness...all the depression....all the sadness......all the different negativity that have bought me down in this process of fighting to get wat i was meant to get, wat i was destined to get...............................

i miss you alot.......its all in my heart.........all in my soul.........all in my mind.................

the champ signing off.....Word life.....

Monday, September 25, 2006

1 question with the Champ/king

alright i guess the show is done than, only 1.....and i forced it out from the person who asked this.....alright....fine.....shows over...no more.....

Q1) which country would you wanna die in?-yz

A1) i want to die in Singapore, but i would rather die in the country that my mom will die in......and bury me right beside her.......i know its weird.....you rather be buried beside your husband or wife, but i want my mother, she is my love, the only person in this world that will love me the way no one will.....i would want to die in singapore buried where my mom will be......


The great depression is here again, once again, worst than before, this time with a 10 second nervous break down.......no one will understand.........only i will..........but nvm............no point explaining since no one cares and shows concern............but ya....its been a pretty bad week........things going wrong.....shits coming up.....and craps......well.....anyways.....no point saying just no point saying it......no point releasing my frustration on this blog, just keep it and change it to positivity.......so i just watched americans next top model, season premire......and 12 girls left.....1 prize.......so ya.....watched a lot of nick this week...spongebob....drake and josh.....danny phantom......and all the other good stuff.......but ya...called people, and obvoously that pisses off some people.....and obviously when i call sometimes, its oh i cant talk to you now, oh cant talk now, oh i cant answer the phone...never mind.....ill be sick of calling eventualy and it will come to a stop where ill NOT call, ya...i know....dont appreciate it even if i call....nvm....watever....its fine....i know...im not specifically refering to anyone......nvm.....i hope next week is better......its worst now......but ya.......the champ is still here.....jsut feeling not the champ.......

Sunday, September 24, 2006

The Lucky No. 143

ya...so went bowling at 11 today for 2 hours and i bowled like 10 games...no kidding....all by myself....lol.....average like 120.......and highest was 143 the lucky no. .........and lousiest was like 117......lol.........i know....im just addicted to bowling now.......im going next week again.....although my hands are sore now....ya.....and ya....so ya......I LOVE BOWLING....its officially now my BEST FRIEND>>>>>>>>haha...................................ya..thats all for today......BOWLING ROCKS!......oh and since i forgot wats my highest record before today......143 iS THE LCUKY NO. Highest Record.......peace out

Saturday, September 23, 2006

i think before i talk but i still dont think before i call

omg...worst day of my life, worst than the first time, the words STFU suppose to be happy, suppose to be the word of glory because in WWE it stands for a submission used by the champion john cena and it represents SHUT THE FUCK UP........but though when i see those words again, not refering to john cena's trademark finisher, i was shocked, it was the last word that could come out from a girls mouth, not only her, but any girl, if they say STFU, you are so done, so i guess im done, it gave me this sudden chill as if it suddenly snowed and i was naked. that was it, i think before i talk now but i still dont think before i call, 1 call, 2 person, 3 girls, 4 people online, 5.a.m going to bed, ruined my day, just that one call, that one call made the mistake that will never be forgived, im sinned, for that very mistake that i sinned for.......im sorry god....please forgive me......you said that as long as we confess, you will forgive us regardless of our sins. i pray to you god to forgive me...........................................for that i regret making that phone call which i still dont know why is it my fault really.

Friday, September 22, 2006

ya'll ready for this!

im pumped up for SAT, ACT and SAT subject testings now and more importantly, O'levels!!!!!! im pumped for that.....i know...its weird but i am.......there is a reason to it to.....but anyways......tommrrow is friday and i know people have been wondering about back to the future 3.....alright fine.....i cant guarantee but ill promise to try to make it happen tommrrow......so stay tuned....and since prelims is over for almost everybody!!!! ask some FREAKING questions!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you....very much......oh and nicknames....im going to start giving them now......haha.....peace out

Thursday, September 21, 2006

Wake Up call.....

so i woke up late today and got a wake up call for myself....iv been sick the past few days...and no one called me obviously........but anyways...(dont want to get into that).........iv just been feeling sleepy this few days...i sleep when i get home, i sleep during dinner....i sleep infront of the com...i sleep watching TV...i sleep in school...i sleep in the car....i sleep all the time.....maybe just not been getting my meals.....but a wake up call today........i woke up at 7.27 and school starts at 7.45 so i got to school late obviously......and it was a wake up call for me....its time....i take it to the extreme.......make my words all come true....make my promises all come alive.....make my spirit come forth.............and fight till the end of SAT and ACT's.........but anyways.....upon that...i SPAMMED people today...haha.......it was actually kinda fun.....

Ting got SPammed.....
Val got SPAmmed.....
Yz got SPAMMed.....
Cal got SPAMMED.......

see any pattern? the no. of capital letters in the word Spammed are the no. of SPammed comments they got! haha.....i know....its fun SPAMMING people....ill do it more often......but other than that.....im tired now...so THE CHAMP IS OUT! oh and by the way i got new picture on the profile, its the CHAMP! and THE CHAMP IS HERE!

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Weakened.......i need power.....strenght.....

i dunno.....just been feeling very weak this few days after i got cold on sunday........its weird...cause i dont feel weird very often.......and when i do....its bad...very bad.....cause my body is a weird one....when im strong...i dont get sick at all.......even when i do get sick, it goes away fast.....but when a sickness or bad virus really catches me off guard and i get hit..........damn.....it is going down.......i feel weak....no strenght.......sleepy all the time....no appetite....and thats wat im feeling right now and i only got 3 weeks left before SAT......i gotta suck it up.....i have the determination....but not the strenght....not the power........i need somethin to make me stand up and just hang on till that very saturday than i can lay down on my bed and sleep for the whole day.........................
but where can that strenght and power come from?
perhaps only the person with those power and strenght that is not giving me knows.....................

im on this war on my own....

with no back up....

The champ is down for once............................

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Tip Off 1.00P.M Tuesday Sept 19th 2006

alright people, im going to be busy this few weeks....ya i know, its hard when you hear that im going to be busy....very wierd....i know...or weird......but my mom gave me a hella of scolding today...and she banned me from working this few works........ya...she said F*ING work on your SAT you lazy ass.....so no work till november 2.....haha.....that sucks.....but so i have to start muggin right now, its right now, starting from tommrrow......its time...OCTOBER 14 is the day that iv been working on and preparing for the last 17 years of my life, not the day that im getting married or something, not the day i get a girlfriend, not the day i get money or soemthin like that, its the day of the second last SAT im taking in my life to determine my future, its time, im battle-tested like kobe bryant use to say, i know wat i gotta do, in this situation its time for it to come, the battle tested mind, its time, its the tip off of this game, this fight, this war that im going to go, but im still going to write letters....and come online and shit....im still who i am...but its just time to get started!!!! the champ is OUT!

Monday, September 18, 2006

3 questions with the CHAMP/KING

alright people, i am officially PISSED and MAD at this show now, it sucks! i mean look at the feedback iv been getting.......im jsut sad......if i still dont get the same feedback that i should be getting....im just gonna shut this show down....alright....since cal jsut said that people are having exams so no questions for me...ill jsut keep the show running for another week and see how things work out....but here we go!

Q1) what is wrong being the youngest employee?-calanthea

A1) cause im the youngest and they treat me young so keep telling me to do shit, and here in U.S people give tips after they eat...so since i know the boss so well that he is my friend, he taught me how to count the tips and give it to the waitresses.....and since they are all older than me, they are just pissed at why am i a underage giving them the tips and not the boss, and with that, they give me attitude....so since they are bullying me, i aint gonna back down, i talk back, than they come and say i have no manners and all that shit........just complicated......thats why its hard.....but i learned shits that you all will not learn at this age......so...ya.......im the champ!

Q2) do you think you're abnormal?-calanthea

A1) i dont know the definition for abnormal but im sure yz knows....for sure......but i think it means not normal? opposite of normal.....so i guess.......kinda same answer like last week for yz's is she wierd....i think we are all normal, just that when people think we are stupid or too smart or to slow or watever people think of us makes us in thier eyes abnormal......so if you think im stupid that makes me abnormal in your mind cause im not normal like other people, im stupid....so ya...thats my answer to that.....btw way to ask such a wierd and random question

since no one asked a third question ill just answer a question iv asked myself and i think it will be a question that everyone wants to know.....

Q3) are you really going to give up on sw if she says no this november/december?-kingston

A1) i guess, even if i cant give up its time i let go, as an idol of mine have said 我给你最后的疼爱是手放开.....so i guess ill do my best, iv heard people saying that loving one is easier than being love, for me i dont agree, i think loving one is harder than being loved....maybe just for my case.....but iv waited until this end of year would be around 6 years or more i think, im not bragging about the time i waited for...but just telling myself that its time i let it go, and make myself feel better....find someone else....maybe she is not destined to be with me.....but there is definitely someone out there for me......i dont know who...but i will meet someone that i will pit all my heart to just as i did to sw and i think god has proven that to me, and its yz, im not saying anything jsut taking her as an example, just saying that waiting for sw so long and in the mean time, i can still have feelings for someone that im willing to give my heart too....that means that i can still love someone....maybe just not her.....but those are all past.....now its time for the future.....i dont know wat will happen tommrrow but always know this...感情就像候车月台有人走有人来.....我的心是一个站牌写着..........等待...

im out!anyways im drop dead sick.....fever, cold...cough...still school and work...so ya...care about me please? thank you

Saturday, September 16, 2006

tired.....tired.....tired.....

im just so tired this few days....ill be back tommrrow.....but for now....peace out.....

Friday, September 15, 2006

7 hours of nap

now my life jsut cant get better than it, from 6 till 1 at night......now i just woke up to finish my homework than im going back to sleep again.....just cant get better than that......wow.....and erm...ya....so people that are reading this.....come on....its friday for me and saturday for you.....3 questions with the champ/king is coming! so ask some freaking questions! thank you

Thursday, September 14, 2006

The Great Depression

i guess since i got no theme might as well get yz's famous quote that she said the other day, the "Great Depression".....so ya.....kinda fits to today's focus....depression.....i know...this is when cal reads and goes ah, shut up kingston, stop talking about how you grow under depression, no one grows under depression, and stop talking about how depression makes you better, it doesnt...you just this that it does..but it never does.....so...thats wat cal would say.......i dunno....i guess i really have nothing to say.......just 2 sentence in todays summary and leaving a question for all my buddies and friends out there to figure it out.....

I only have 1 friend that i hang out with here
Maybe i have too much expectations as to looking for a real close/best friend

thats all i got to say....im out!

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

"Make me a whole"

alright, so today was normal....all those shit and shits.....i havent wrote the letters yet...but ill do them tommrrow.....im working on the lyrics for 好心分手 and iv got the chorus part down...lol...i know im excited....ill have to take the song and put it in adobe audition and mute the lyrics and double the song and than sing it in...lol.....im excited......i know....wanna hear the chorus part....here we go...a little sneak preview of the chorus.....

好心一早放开我 I dont wanna let you go
从头努力也坎坷 you're my heartbeat and my soul
通通不要好过 until the day you're old
为何唱着这首歌 ill be there for you to hold
为怨恨而分手 you wont be all alone
问你是否原谅我 ill be there for you to know
若注定有一点苦楚 years of memories that we still hold
不如自己亲手割破 you're the only one that can make me a whole.......

there we go....i know wanna hear the whole song....i know.......alright....ill probably just call one of you girls out there one day when you are in front of the com and you can see the lyrics and ill sing it to you so you can comment me....thank you! and thats it for today! peace!

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

9 hours of nap

alright, so today was an earlier day, so i got out of school at 11.10 and went home than my mom took me out for lunch and all, we came back at 3 and we were both tired from the work all weekend....so we both took a nap and guess wat? i dont know how long she slept till, but i just woke up.....lol...from 3 to 12.12a.m......9 hours and 12 mintues of my life napping! lol......this is by far the longest nap record so far.....lol......but anyways....i got this chem test tommrrow where we have to learn the words for the names of the atoms...like wat does i stands for and wats the short for iodine...somethin like that......im muggin it right now.....so.....ya....thats my day, after im done with this im going back to sleep again......hah! oh and UNFORGIVEN is this sunday where the wwe champion edge will face my idol john cena in a TLC(tables ladders chairs) match for the wwe champion....and of course i think john is going to take his title back!

Monday, September 11, 2006

3 questions with the CHAMP/KING

alright people, saw the pictures i guess....welcome back to a second week of 3 questions with the champ/king, i got only 3 questions this week again.....that sucks....maybe i should stop the show since the no. of audience is onlly boder line....really hurts my reputation and my show ratings....come on people! alrigh here we go but first i gotta say...im pretty pissed of no one participating in the you think you know me trivia!!!!!! so...im extending the deadline to next sunday!!! answer!!! thank you

Q1) from calanthea-have you had any troubles lately?

A1) i just want to say....she is the only person that will ask me that kind of question....cause she knows me...so here we go....iv been having mood swings lately...cause of work and people at work....mostly.....and just my finance and my mom and you people at sing......but nothing at school actually...im doing pretty good at school so...ya.....troubles with the employees at work they are all adults and im the only one under 20 all of them are 40 plus.....lol....so....and troubles with people in sing...thats just a problem iv been having the past 3 years....and thats about it....and i really need money....so...im working for it...gotta find another job....thats about it.....

Q2) from ting-how bad do you miss singapore? (us, actually on a scale 1-10)

A2) well....i guess i dont have to explain and give futher more reasons since you didnt ask for one...(but you can ask for it for next weeks 3 questions! isisnt that good or wat?) alright...i miss singapore you all at a rate of ............................................................................10...seriously..............

Q3) from yz- am i wierd?

A3- cause i already answered her question on wdydwyd.....im answering this question instead....for the heck of it...lol...just to make myself happy that i had 3 questions instead of technically only 2.....and yz you are not wierd.........you are just.......special in a unique way...like me...and like everyone else.....actually that kinda makes you wierd....if thats so...than im wierd too...actually technically i should we are all wierd in our ways and people think we are wierd...so i guess we are wierd when people think we are so we are teechnically not....so we are not wierd but people think we are so we are wierd when people think we are cause we are technically not wierd only when people think we are........so i gues...you are wierd.......(me too! ting too! cal too! weeho for sure definitely...100%....i think everyone agrees....suwei...a little bit.....janice wierd too....gywn wierd too...hj wierd too....shiwen....wierd too i guess..........you are wierd cause we are all wierd!!!!!!!!!!! well...hella a explaination...

alright....my weekend went on fast...watched...scary movie on dvd second time...watched silent hill...cube....the sentinel......im so going to get lake house dvd when it comes out so i can really cry....hm..hm...thats a good movie......and im writing the english version for 好心分手....haha...ya...and this version im singing on my own....and for the song i was writing before...its still in process.....so..wait for it...and pictures.....guess wat there is a surprise for all my girls back there......so......saw the pictures....guess wat? there is more surprises coming soon!!! so wait for it!
alright, tired out....im out...and i think im going to start a scale for the champ/king everyweekend......so this week to start off this week the champ/king is at 7.....thank you all...and peace out!

Sunday, September 10, 2006

PICTURE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ya...so pictures from my granny's birthday actually its more like a glamour shot i took with my family....i have to say.....i look pretty darn good in those pictures....lol.....(im wearing black by the way if you dont know me)

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Saturday, September 09, 2006

Never back down, Never quit!

alright, ya, so no theme today, after work im now at my friends house and just watched scary movie 4 but i already watched like in the theatres already......and ya..lake house is good so go watch it when it comes out.....and so..nothing today.....3 questions...ask!! and answer the you think you know me trivia! im out!

Friday, September 08, 2006

You think you know me?

well...no theme for today so i thought just use edge from wwe raw's saying as a theme....you think you know me? well i think cal does very good...probably the only person that really understands me, iv said it a bunch of times...but other than that, this is a question related to it too....for people to answer...people that answer correctly can get to ask me 1 question that i will answer....and only one person can answer one question i ask.......but several people can answer the same question and winners only get 1 answer from me....(does that make any sense?) i think my english isint that bad....so alright here we go.....

1) what is the country that i was born in? (be specific about the city)

2) what colors do i like the most? only two! and state the reason to get the full answer, no reason no answer

3) what is my best subject in school? (this is a trick question, think deeper)

4) what favourite team in the NBA do i like the best and who is my all time basketbal hero/idol?
both questions must be answered to get full score...... (little hint, not kobe and he is famous for his clutch shooting in crunch time)

5) what is the marriage status of my parents?

thats it 5 questions from the champ/king for you all to answer, only 1 answer from each person for 1 question everyone can answer question 1 if you all want....deadline ends on singapore time sunday morning.......answers are to be in comment form and has to be in full sentence.......only 1 and time each person so state name and which question you are answering and wats you answer....so answer! YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME? im out!

Thursday, September 07, 2006

好心分手

alright, so right now i like this song alot and it would be nice if someone a female is willing to learn the girl part so next time i go back we can sing together.....its in cantonese.....so...ya...i got the song so ask me for it....ya.....(g) is for girls part and (b) is for guys part which is wat im singing

卢巧音,王力宏-好心分手

(g)是否很惊讶讲不出说话
没错我是说你想分手吗
曾给你驯服得就像绵羊
何解会反咬你一下你知吗
(b)也许该分清不应再说话
被放弃的我应有此报吗
如果我曾是个坏牧羊人
能否再让我试一下抱一下
(g)回头望伴你走
从来未曾幸福过
(b)恨太多没结果
往事重提是折磨
(g)下半生陪住你
怀疑快乐也不多
(b)被我伤让你痛
(g)好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
通通不要好过
(b)为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手问你是否原谅我
(g)若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破
(b)回头吧不要走不要这样离开我
恨太多没结果往事重提是折磨
(g)下半生陪住你
怀疑快乐也不多
没有心别再拖
好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
通通不要好过
(b)为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手问你是否原谅我
(g)若勉强也分到不多
不如什么都摔破
(b)好心分手没结果
(g)可知歌者也奈何
难捱就无谓再拖
好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
通通不要好过
(b)为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手问你是否原谅我
(g)若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破

The same reason ya'll gonna love me is the same reason ya'll Condemn me...

Thats from the champ, john cena

the same reason ya'll gonna love me
is the same reason ya'll condemn me

i think that is very true, for my case, the same reason ya'll love my jokes is the same reason ya'll hate me for my jokes, same thing applys to other things that iv done. alright, so i mailed ting's 2 letters out today.....got myself a wwe october edition magazine and it cost like $6.99 but it didnt ring up at the counter and i said do you want me to go get another one? than the cashier was like, nah its fine, i dont want to go get it im lazy, so...I DIDNT PAY FOR IT! it was free! haha.....lol....omg.....best day so this week....lol....and one problem, im still waiting for the rebate, and i took the phone today and went to unlock it but they were like we can unlock it but i think this phone is the batch that cant be unlocked....so right now im thinking about other ways to get a new phone....damn.....but anyways.....early day for me today, got out at 11.....and so right now...doing algebra 2...i think i did bad on the chemistry test...its confusing, the atomic # is also the proton and the electrons....and this equals that and that equals this......but im all fired up and ready to study the shit out of the book....cause i think i like chemistry....haha.....cant believe....but i guess yz is right....it is fun and interesting....but well see once i get my test back....lol.....and thats it for today...the champ is here, better than ever...9/10 of my fuel still on and running.....and until than, ask questions my peasants! 3 questions only...so ask alot! unless people start complaining that 3 questions is too little.....im out!

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

LetterS-they make this world so much more than just life

lol!!!!!!!! im happy!!!!!! i got yz's letter today......but not tings....i wonder why....she sent it earlier than yz....and so i pretty much played a whole day of com today......and im so tired now.....my mom is going to play mahjong later....too bad i cant play cause they are all adults i guess....so im studying for chem test tommrrow.....damn so far have test.....i wish yz was here so she could tuitor me.....i dont really get it and i was like dazing off in class.....so sleepy.......i dont want to fail it like i did in physics last year.....so im going to get it done, but im sending tings letter tommrrow and im going to reply to cal and yz's letter.....i wrote a letter to shiwen not long ago and i dont know if she will reply to it....it would best if she did...but anyways......i love receiving letters....so if you think you want to make me happy? dont have to call me or sms me or email me, send me a letter.....its all about the heart and the love that you show me when you write to me.......thank you for all those fans and peasants that is contributing to 3 questions with the champ/king(which is according to cal, i have only 3 fans and 3 loyal peasants.....ting,yz,cal....i guess i will have to make you people princesses in my royal kingdom than...lol well see how you do...) and until than, i know i know, back to the future 3? im kinda lazy....its a long one too....cause the water slide that day was pretty darn long....if you know wat im saying.......and back to the future 4 and 5 is coming up too....ya...not only does it end at 4, it continues at 5.......stay tuned for more......and ask questions....THE CHAMP IS OUT! oh, cal, i would love to argue with you my whole life, that way we will be real true friends forever......haha.....a little joke if you understand....but anyways.....im out!

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Pictures-they bring out the thousands of emotions and feelings that one is feeling when one looks at it

thats my definition of pictures, and it happened today, i was surfing through and going to friendster and thought i visit ting's site....so i went.....and i saw new pics...cool...i took a look.....than it came, i saw the picture that everyone was in there, sw,sw,wee,cal,ting,yz,jam.........when i saw that picture, first person i saw, shiwen, tears went up to my eyes like at that very moment, ready to come out when im ready to cry, it was that bad, i saw shiwen...her smile is still that beautiful, as if there are no troubles in her, iv not been talking to her, cause i want her to concentrate on her studies and until november i can ask the question again, so i dont wan to give her any distractions or troubles now, but i saw her again, still that pretty, that......shiwen....and than next i saw yz, for some reason, beautiful as she was with that smile, its not hedious, you are not, i like your smile and everything, but as wierd as it was, i was going to cry when i saw shiwen but when i saw yz, i relaxed....it calmed me down, her smile made me feel like there are more hapy things in this world than to be depressed..... her smile makes me relax and happy when i see it, but its just im not that lucky to even get a chance to try to actually "chio" her, so there it is, the 2 prettiest girls that made me have so much diffrent feelings and made my life so full of colors that made me happy, sad, confused, angry, frustrated and unbearable................ and its just probably my abd luck that she doesnt have feelings for me too, so i guess im just bad luck.......but she deserves someone better than me, more funnier than me, more caring than me, someone who can be by her side when she needs and not like me, trash talking here saying im always by her side but in reality im no where near there, she deserves someone way more better than me.......
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so today is labor day so we got no school.......went out to eat than came home and watch tv..than went to restaurant and get the bills and money done......and im happy that i get to see shiwen again with a deep and strong feeling in my heart that we cant see each other........(i know, its one party only me feeling that way).....but i got to see her...thank you ting....i love you too! so now im feeling kinda girly for talking so much, im the champ and the king, i dont cry! so champ is here, and i got 2 questions right away from yesterday's 3 question with the champ/king....that is good...so now i got 2...keep it coming....remember only 3 per week....so ask as plenty as you want and you might just get your answer.....i think i should do maybe 10 questions or 6? well see depending on the no of hits and feedbacks...thank you all thats been a part of my life, iv learned alot just being by you all, thank you for most of all, my mom, for letting me know who i really love right now and who i really want to be with right now and letting me know the taste of regret, the taste of loniness, the taste of one party love, the taste of liking someone but dont even have the chance that i deserve to "chio" her...............im out!

Monday, September 04, 2006

3 questions with the CHAMP/KING

its on, its official! the 3 questions with the champ/king is finally in its first edition, and since there is only 3 questions this week, the champ is going to answer all, although im not really satisfied with the no. of feedbacks and questions that im getting....but anyways....lets get started......

Q1 from calanthea
why when i'm pissed with you, you'll think that its due to some other thing that i'm experiencing and therefore i'm taking it out on you because i'm really purely angry with you?

A1 i dunno why, cause to me i think that something might have happen, maybe studies or watever wat shi,(i dont want to into more details) and with that you dont even know wats wrong with you at those times, you go "dunno la...i dont even know why im so unhappy...." so....my answer is....i dont know when you are purely mad at me and when you are mad cause something else happened.....

Q2 from yong zhi
do you honestly want to lose your virginity at this point in your life?


A2 thats a hard question, but i dont really think so, cause i were to do that, its gonna affect the girl i had sex with too so i think im not up to that stage of responsibility yet....so i dont think so, thats a no.

Q3 from yi ting
what are the first three words you are thinking in your head?starting from NOW.

A3 what? now? how?

and that has been your 3 questions with the champ/king this week.....so starting from right now, ask questions!!!! and i probably answer them all for a special edition, keep asking.....and for back to the future 3, im kinda lazy to write now....but ting you are going to get 2 letters from me soon, im mailing it today....so...ya......get it soon and reply soon....i havent got yz and yours yet....but until than, the champ is here, hail to the king and peace out my people!

Sunday, September 03, 2006

The king of kings

lol, i took my senior potraits today and im getting the proofs in 2 weeks....so excited.....no school on labor day......i just watched silent hill.......it was okay......and now im watching armaggaden 2005.......and kinda sleepy right now......going to slp.....be back tommrrow.....lates

Saturday, September 02, 2006

Senior Potraits!!!!!!!!

yup im going to take my senior potraits tommrrow and taking my graduation pictures too...lol....so excited.....so ya...gotta go sleep early....and so peace out my people, the champ will be back tommrrow! word

Friday, September 01, 2006

Im bringing Sexy Back......

alright, so i got a couple hits and a couple questions! lol....sweet.....atleast people do come to my blog.....alright, im getting all moody right now....cause i just saw the pics that they took during the group tuition under cal's house....tears were literally coming out......but you know-i dont really cry.....but on the inside.........but ya.....so today was good....went home early again...and slept....went to the restaurant at 9p.m to clear out the bills for today.....so i just want to say something about the 3 questions with the champ/king, kinda answers ting's question......if there is only 2 questions? for the whole week? i mean come on.....there must be more than that...its for the whole week....like right now i got 3 questions....if there is like 10 total at the end of sunday night, ill choose 3 only and answer on sunday nights blog......i dont think its going to be only 2 questions per week only though...if you ask me more....there will more than 2!!!! so ask!!!! alright....so i aint going to answer them now not till sunday.....and so.....everything is okay....there is a rally tommrrow but i get of at 11a.m and rally starts at around 1.40p.m....lol....i think im going home than going to school agian.....i love rallys.........but other than that......Mtv musics award happened today.......best male, best female, best music video, best r&b...and all those fun stuff.....so....like justin timberlake said in his song.....im bringing sexy back..YEAH!!! im out