Alyve

When you want what you've never had you must do what you've never done

Wednesday, May 05, 2010

this is us?

either its emotions building up, or just that im wierd.

but i think its because i always keep things to myself and i dont express it out and say it out and share it out like other people do. thats why im the way i am now.

but i dont have the privilege like others do to have friends that they can chat till 3am about a girl or a guy they just met,
about school,
about life,
about parents,
about dreams,

and maybe its excuses, lame excuses from running away from the truth.

but this time, i dont even have the balls to step up and make a move.
i think its cause im scared,
im tired,
im sick of getting rejected,
im sick of awkward moments,
im sick of thinking about things like that,

a good friend once said, when love comes, you cant even stop it.
a good friend also once said, if its meant to be, it will happen.
another good friend also once said, time will tell.

but i think its time i accepted the truth, accept faith and destiny and accept what iv become.
a lonely, single, self minded, childish, man.

i might not come back again,
i might not see you again,
i might just walk away forever,
i might just pass up this chance between us,
but i dont have the sign and i have too much to lose.

im sorry.

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