this is us?
either its emotions building up, or just that im wierd.
but i think its because i always keep things to myself and i dont express it out and say it out and share it out like other people do. thats why im the way i am now.
but i dont have the privilege like others do to have friends that they can chat till 3am about a girl or a guy they just met,
about school,
about life,
about parents,
about dreams,
and maybe its excuses, lame excuses from running away from the truth.
but this time, i dont even have the balls to step up and make a move.
i think its cause im scared,
im tired,
im sick of getting rejected,
im sick of awkward moments,
im sick of thinking about things like that,
a good friend once said, when love comes, you cant even stop it.
a good friend also once said, if its meant to be, it will happen.
another good friend also once said, time will tell.
but i think its time i accepted the truth, accept faith and destiny and accept what iv become.
a lonely, single, self minded, childish, man.
i might not come back again,
i might not see you again,
i might just walk away forever,
i might just pass up this chance between us,
but i dont have the sign and i have too much to lose.
im sorry.
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