18 days till SAT......

ya...18 days more till SAT......havent even started on the freaking big 1000+ book on how to study for SAT and like 10 Practice test.....its 1.09a.m now........and im doing this signifigant figures thing for chem......

i realized a lot this week....i meant last week......i understood several things and came up with alot of whole new assumptions that maybe the answers that iv been questioning myself all along......

maybe this.....

maybe that........

maybe this and that..........

maybe she.......

or maybe............

btu all i can do right now is to study for SAT......my childhood is not going to be the best years of my life and i dont want my children to have that same happen to them.....i want them to live in a good environment....of course im not going to send them to singapore and let a random not related guardian take care of him/her for 5 years and bitch slap him/her and beat them with cane and force them to do this and do that, and ill treat them basically.....im not going to let it happen to them......no.....thats why.....all the matters...all the lovesick....all the loneliness...all the depression....all the sadness......all the different negativity that have bought me down in this process of fighting to get wat i was meant to get, wat i was destined to get...............................

i miss you alot.......its all in my heart.........all in my soul.........all in my mind.................

the champ signing off.....Word life.....