Alyve

When you want what you've never had you must do what you've never done

Thursday, August 31, 2006

3 questions with the CHAMP/KING?

alright people this is it, i dont know how many hits iv been getting on my blog cause it doesnt tell you....so..this is wat i decided....since i like wwe and i idolize john cena so much, im going to do a little bit of something from him...you see, he has this show on wwe.com everyweek called "5 questions with the champ" its a video by the way, so people ask questions and he randomly picks 5 and answer.......any questions he will answer of course they have to be appropriate, so since im the champ and the king, iv decided to come up with a thing too, since i like no. 3 alot, its going to be "3 questions with the king" everyweek, so ask questions anytime in that week and on the monday i will answer all the questions, all you do is go to any of my blog in that week and ask tons of questions and i will choose 3 to answer, any questions, (of course, there are stipulations so some and there are restricted questions,) but ask them anyways......you can ask wat color i like, wat do i think of this and that, wats my opinion on watever news there is going on and stuff, so its starting right now and next monday ill answer it in a blog call "3 questions with the king" and so, ask questions and ill be sure to answer them!

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Whats left of me.......

another song that cal likes........it just reminds me of summer......so fun....."im half the man i thought i would be......but you can have whats left of me......"

so ya.....im still kinda lazy to do episode 3 today.....so sorry for my loyal fans and my peasants and my citizens(new word)........it will be soon i promise....just kinda lazy to do it...cause its VERY long too..........ya.....school is alright these few days.....but i just got too much spare time now in the afternoon....cause i get off school at 11 everyother day...and 12.30 the other day.....damn.......and i still sleep at like 12.........and i kinda felt asleep in algebra 2 today....so...gotta start to sleep early....still havent got ting and yz's letter...wonder wats taking so long.....but since im not getting letters......i should reply cal's letter and maybe she will reply me! sweet! but ya......life here is okay still i guess.....i maybe getting a job at the bank being a teller.....cause just need to learn more stuff and earn more money.....but other than that......nothing much recently.....oh my betta fish died....dunno y......i feed him everyday....but i see that he ever eats......so i went to buy dried worms and fed him but he still doesnt eat....i think thats the reason why he died.....next time i buy one im going to ask the guy wat should i feed cause its obviously not working.........so ya......no more abalone hunting till next year.......im still hanging in there......still fighting for the title cause im the champ......still my loyal citizen's king........and until the king of kings get back to his throne, the CHAMP is here..........

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Deep and meaningless

I......., I dont know why i miss you so much
Yeah I, I dont know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why..........omg....i just downloaded that song today......and i so know how to sing it....i must have a talent......i mean....the I part that i sing is so good.....i dont know wat to say.....and i also downloaded whats left of me......and i kinda sing it okay.....but i mean seriously the I part in deep and meaningless is so good.....lol..........and so i made an english version of the song for 李聖傑-最近, and its done but the words are too simple....so im going to check on dictionary and find some other words with better meaning and shit.....and when its done, im going to sing it in the song.....and since its 最近, when its translate to english its going to be kingston-Recently......lol...omg...look that that! im an artist....okay...so school today we learned the periodic table....damn im damned........well...i guess yz is smart......the teacher explained the whole shit and i only understand a bit.....im going to need to do a lot of catching up....perhaps i can call yz and ask questions if i need to!....sweet.........an excuse for wanting to talk to her....lol....(should i be writting this out so that she can see it?...nah..she is not that stingy and selfish....)........but anyways......life here is okay i guess........working on wednesday again.....and the rebate for the phone has not come yet....and i have not receive yz and ting's letter.......wierd.....but anyways........so.......im too tired now for part 3 of back to the future so ill do it tommrrow.....i mean....come on people, i think that 2nd part is already too long for you all to read.....so...wait a couple more days...till people have read it first.......and so to my loyal fans and my peasants in my kingdom.....................i say.................................I.......................am out!

Deep And Meaningless Lyrics
by Rooster
I, I dont know why i miss you so much
Yeah I, I dont know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

[Chorus:]
If you call me todayIll say that Im fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voiceIts just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn thats sad)

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just cant leave behind me

[Chorus (repeat)]

Monday, August 28, 2006

Word life

alright people, i guess it was a long edition yesterday...so im not going to do it no more.....cause i think not everyone has read it yet....cause i got no feedback.....and so after tommrrow its back to the future 3.....so this week was start first week of school and everything is okay....switch around classes and shit.....doing this and that...work 3 days......and watchin movie........all that shit............and so nothing much and exciting today......so the champ is still hanging there.....still in the royal rumble............the king is still on his throne.......just havent become a pharoah yet......but till than, this is the place that i say wat i say and i write wat i write without anyone or anything that stops me...this is the place of freedom speech, cause the champ is here! aight peace people, be back tommrrow for no. 3.........late!

Sunday, August 27, 2006

[[[[[{{{{{Back to the future 2}}}]]]]]

welcome back once again to blogspot and today we got another special edition of back to the future 2, and this time, people, my fans, my peasants, turn on your music, get a drink ready beside you and buckle up cause its going to be a LOONNNGGGGGGG ride..................here we go

i woke up in the morning at 6 with the alarm that i put in my phone,(if i remember right its 6) than i put my hands under cal's pillow and started to push her head up and said hey, wake up its time, so she woke up, i took her uniform out from the closet and i bought it out....than she went to take a shower and i went down and boiled hot water than took a cup and put ice in it than put the hot water in it so it became warm water.....after she got done, or before she got done, ting came and she was you know...FREAKING early! lol.....than i told cal to drink the water...(my mom told me its good for you if you drink warm water in the morning....) than ting went out with cal to send cal to school i guess.....than i told ting to get me a big breakfast....and she got wee a mcflurry i think? here comes the fun part.............i told her to ask for....? packs of pepper, ? packs of ketchup, ? packs of sugar and ? packs of milk or somethin like that? damn i forgot already and yet she still remembers......than she came back with the breakfast.......so i went downt eat of course...with a hot tea.....so we were...you know chatting....than i showed her a magic trick or soemthin than she taught me how to play the 4 k's game(or watever you call it) than we went back to sleep.....we all did.....than damn ho is still sleeping on the floor and for so long......so i woke him up finally, i forgot how i did it but i did.....than we went down....and i guess cal came back....and i think she bought more shit this time.......than i think we went to the arcade or something....damn i forgot about wat happened in the afternoon......so after that in the evening....we started preparing......for the BBQ! so brought everything out...and tung lin and jinlei were both outside when we came back......so than we started preparing.....and janice was there too, i forgot how she went there but ya...than ben and lau fan came and i had to go bring them there cause they couldnt find thier way.....and we were playing this ting was our primary school friend that was sitting behind jin lei game....lol.....fooled lau fan thats for sure...lol....than along came john oh and suwei came too i forgot how he came too...i think in the afternoon.........so than everyone was bbqing.....than my roommate came.....and john was performing his magic tricks....than ting wei came.....last but not least.....shiwen and law came too.......and i suddenly just felt this sudden depression or wierd feeling.....i went to buy jolly shandies....and with ting and cal we 3 went by the pool.....and we you know...started talking...than cal asked me is it because shiwen came so you didnt want to go back? that was a hard question, i didnt know....i mean since i like her, i should go back....but i dont know just a very unseasy feeling....oh and i remember how suwei came...he came with janice i think and he bought his cd player too......so i was just talking about how iv been waiting for shiwen these years and never got an answer sort of.....so than along came HJ too! he called cal and i guess he was even more depressed than me? at that time, wow, damn the depress disease go so quickly....so he talked to cal...than talked to ting..than to cal...than to ting....so i was just kinda left in the middle....than along came john who left.....and suwei and weeho than sat down and were talking and shit.....than i guess everyone already left the chalet....only left ting wei (damn i wanted to say ting wei but his short is ting and if i say wei its suwei...damn ting wei you are very troublesome!) shiwen and law......so than ting got a call and she could stay for the night! sweet! erm not sweet!......so we went back......and we all went up stairs.....than everyone was just talking and shit....than everyone went to do homework......and i was with ting and cal upstairs and hj was on speaker with us talking and crap.....than we were all downstairs doing work i guess.......than were just chilling at the stairs and thats when we took this picture......the golden picture of the 6 best friends from primary school till now.....now i guess....not going to be soon.....
so oh than ting needed to take a shower before that and she had no shirt....so i lend her my 'TEAM USA' shirt and it was like you know..a blouse to her...too big...good enough that she didnt need a shorts....lol....FUNNY!!! so than...oh! and ting took this picture too......than everyone wanted to go watch soccer....cause soccer fever? yup......than i guess shiwen and law and janice and someother people went i think.....so only wee and me and cal and ting and suwei upstairs.....so than we planned to sleep......and before that i had a promise with ting that we were going to watch sunrise together the morning later......than everyone was playing pillow fight and shit.......i dunno....3 guys and 2 girls? one guys is going get left out.....which is me....being the depressed guy and kinda moody guy i left and slept by the closet.....and damn, i was sleeping alright with my eyes closed but i was listening to everything they said! damn i dont know wat was wrong with me....usually people felt a sleep already for listening to other people and having your eyes closed for like wat? 1 hour? so than i forgot wat cal said and it kinda pissed me off so i was like, fine, i took the pillow and went down to sleep, slept on the floor with no mattress and by the stairs.........than ting wei and the rest came back...i opened the door for them and went back to sleep....i was just F-ed up pissed at that time....than they were asking me like why come down and sleep and i said ...cause cal and the rest didnt want me up there or something like that.....than everyone was doing homework downstairs....and still i can still hear them talk!!! so in the end i guess someway or somehow i went up to sleep and than i woke up in the morning.......and ....ya...although its the third day.....my emotions are coming up now.....so..k..here we go.....i woke up still pissed........than i woke cal up but she was just too tired.....and i went down and everyone was gone, shiwen, lawrence, ting wei, suwei and ting...only cal and janice and wee upstairs sleeping like they are hibernating......than being so PISSED! i went out and went to watch sunrise myself cause i thought ting ditched me.....i went out and by the pool i saw ting and suwei sitting on the chair, i asked where is ting wei and suwei said he was in the toilet, and i guess suwei was FUCKED up depressed at that time? and so i asked ting if she is going with me to watch sunrise....and i saw her shook her head....but according to her she didnt even hear wat i said......so i was so pissed! that i just stomped my way to the beach and found a happy little spot to watch sunrise...with myself.......than i was just walking...and walking...and i thought i can see shiwen somewhere.....(here is the sad part....im already starting to get tears.....on my eyes right now...) i walked and walked...and i saw...there it is...shiwen and lawrence....sitting together watching sunrise.....i was just broked. so i kinda walked up to them and sat around 5 meters away from them and than i thought this would make me like obsessed with shiwen, so i left and went to the other side....than sunrise.....it came....the beatiful and amazing mother nature.......i was just crying inside mt heart and was depressed still......so i called cal and she turned off her phone....and ting answered and i guess is sleeping......than i had no choice but to call yz to share it with her.....i called like a bunch of times and she msg me y am i calling her...so in the end she picked up....and i said..."i just thought i call you and share with you the beatiful sunrise im watching right now....and thank you for letting me share it with you....." she was going to the desert at that time...so than i hung up and went back to the chalet...and tingwei was there.....i went up stairs....being so pissed and angry...i saw ting sleeping and suwei too.....so i took my wallet and my shit....went down and tingwei was like..where you going....and i said somewhere.....so i thought the arcade might be open...but it was closed.....than i went to the foodcourt.....bought a half boiled egg and a cup of tea...and sat down with my legs on the chair.......deeply crying and eating.....alone.......i called lau fan just cause she was the only one available to talk to....than after that i went back....and shiwen was like where you go...i said...breakfast lo....and i went upstairs.....i was just pissed.......thats it for today...and i guess its long enough for everyone to read....damn i think im going to cry now....so the champ is out and be back tommrrow to see i got the 3 part......and im out!

Saturday, August 26, 2006

come back tommrrow

ya...im kinda tired now after work and all the shits......so now im going to slp now and ill talk about back to the future 2 tommrrow...so be back to see wat happen in back to the future 2...and now im out!

Friday, August 25, 2006

[[[[[{{{{{Back to the future 1}}}]]]]]

okay, so lets go back to the future to where all the summer fun all started at the CHALET! thats right, i promised to go back and say wat happen in those 3 night stay and im going to do it now! first day was the day we checked in to the chalet....i met up with cal at Cs outside at the taxi stand cause she brought her whole house with her and so ya....we took a cab...to the chalet and we checked in..(she bought her sis's ID just incase we are not 18,but wait does cal look like her sis?) anyways...we checked in and we moved into the chalet! open the door and a clean fresh air came blowing at me and at that moment i thought, i dont care if this 4 days is gonna be fun or its gonna suck, in my opinion when my friends are all here, im happy enough. we put our stuff down and we chekced out the place, 2 bed...1 bathroom..1 tv...1 table....4 chair.....1 fridge....1 sink...(which later comes the fun part)...than we went to pasir ris NTUC to get stuff for the BBQ next day and the steam boat that night, we went there and bought like a gazillion shits and than ting came and we each carried like 2-3 bags of food supplies that would pretty much last us for like 3 days....than when we went back we unpacked...and started preparing....than all of a sudden, (here is the fun part) cal goes" how are we going to cook without meat?" than we were like but pasir ris doesnt sell it...so we called weeho and janice to buy it before they come.....well cal already said that the pasir ris NTUC sucked.....than they came and they bought thier shit.....than we started cooking.....i took out my camcorder....than cal took it went around with it...than i took picutres with my disposable camera......than we ate..ate....ate...ate....till cal was like, i cant do it no more....help me eat!!!! than we were like....no...no...no....so we cleaned after that, so we dumped all the shit into the sink, so i was like "lets just dump everything into the sink and put water in it and let the water run off than we take all the shit out...so thats wat the king did and ho was like you sure its going to work? i was like ya..of course( being the king, he doenst listen to no one) so after like 20 minutes i went back and Jesus christ for the mother love of god! omg! damn! well..not much of a big problem...the sink was flooded by the king....ya...water took like 1 hour to go down completely....so everyone was like good la you, see act smart lo....than everyone started doing homework.....and ting had to go...so ting went and janice went home...only left me ho and cal....than we went up stairs and slept.......and in the room ho was like, i want the bed, and of course being the gentlemen i am, i give up my bed to cal...so which leaves me with the floor matress....so i went to my happy little spot....and tried to sleep....than the damn ho started saying eh...kingston, you sleep in front of the mirror not scared meh? behind your head is the mirror and in front of your leg is the door....than i was like, HOLY FUCK! damn! dont scare me! damn you! than ho was like...eh..cal later dont wake me up if someone from the bottom of the bed sticks a hand out oh....than cal was like...shut up la! than in the end we both said that weeho had a friend under the bed...so i was like so freaked out....trust me, im not usually scared of ghost....but didnt know why lame ho can make that happen. so we exchanged places, ho slept on the mattress and cal and me slept on the bed.............and that was our first day of adventure.......first day of fun times.....so i still got school tommrrow so i gtg, but be back tommrrow or the day after next cause ill be blogging the next day of the chalet! be back cause the champs going to be back! holla!

Thursday, August 24, 2006

Sorry!!!!!!!!!!!

oh ya...before i forget....sorry ting for putting up this HEDIOUS picture of you couple years ago....but you know...they say it and i say it....."pictures bring out thousands of emotions and feelings when one is looking at it".....and right now im laughing at this picture...lol.....jk...come one.....i wore glasses too and now i got contacts.....and you look hot and pretty now look at the no. of admires you got out there....i dont even have one.......so...ya....not dissing weeho that wearing glasses is ugly though.....but i wont want wee to get contacts cause it will just look wierd.....weeho is cool and lame like that. and so ya...let the blog say the rest......

It was fate that bought US together

lol.....i just cant believe it to start off with today, school was okay...took ID photo's for the last time and ya...forgot to bring my check to pay for the extra photo's if you want to buy them so im going to retake another one tommrrow! yes! another shot! woohoo.......and so ya....im choosing wat kinds i want and i dont think you get the negatives back thats why its so ex...lol......but im also getting an ASB card tommrrow and ......ya..got chem tommrrow and Gvt/Econ and thats it i get out of school at 11a.m!!!!!!!!! lol, but too bad cause i got no ride, i dont drive yet, so its either i hang out in school till 2.35 till the bus comes or i ride a bike early in the morning so i got a ride home early.....and.....i came home, watched tv.....than i slept.....from 4 till.................8.30......woke up and cooked dinner.....rice and with soy sauce chickenwings...................than here i was looking at this picture.......how "BEZARE" it is that i actualy saw yz, gywn,ting 2 years ago......lol...i can just say that fate bought us together......that picture is everything.....lol...though ting looked ugly that time with glasses and with that shirt that yz describes as "something that looks like an apron" ....cal was just as usual.......gywn is pretty.....and yz......never better......but i can just say that everything changed now.....looking back at this picture and other pictures that were taken.......everyone changed....the chemistry changed.......but it is our friendship that will last forever.....(i hope so.....unless someone gets pissed off and...you know.....) but hope nothing like that happens.......but ya.......im the type of person that doesnt like changes, i like it the way it is....simple and thats all i want....nothing much......

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they say pictures represent a thousand words and i say "pictures bring out thousands of emotions and feelings when one is looking at it" i know i know....wat a classic phrase by the king......watever...dont come bow to me and say all those stuff about how talented i am and.....ya....(whoa...im going too far...i got haters too i remember)......but anyways....ya....its thursday....im still deciding on dropping and adding classes.....so until than....tommrrow friday....if you want any information about the champ, about his life, his daily bases its no place other than .com! so be back next time and im out!

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Last First day of high school

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
last first day of school today, and im better than ever, i got only 6 classes this time so on blue days i got 4 classes and on silver days i got 2 classes which means on silver days i get out at 11a.m!!!!! lol thats cool. and i can drop 2 classes now and add 2 more classes which im deciding to do now....well other than that, all my classes are okay, just a couple that i dont know the teachers....but well......im very good at getting to know a teacher fast and im not a teachers pet.....but anyways, so thats start of first day of school and i called yz just now but teacher came in early so i msg her and told her that i didnt do anything in chem today so not sure if its fun but....i guess itll be fun....................and oh ya, justin timberlakes has this new song call sexyback, it is good so go check it out, download it, copy it, watever, get the song. and now to all my peasants and my fans, peace out!

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

My Time is now!

no time to say nothin now, its back to school tommorrow and its time i show everyone that this time the champ is back and he is here to stay and he will never back down never quit because
THE CHAMP IS HERE!

Monday, August 21, 2006

Aint no Stopping my NOW!

alright here we go, today is the last day of freedom, after today its time to get into battle and ready for SAT's and ready for SAT 2's and ready for SCHOOL! lets rock it! im going make this the year and i am confident of doing that, nothing is going to prevent me from getting into one of the desired universitys that i want to go for Hotel management and i will get into one of them and make god use of it so all my peasants and all my big fans out there here is a shout out, all hail to the king and the CHAMP IS READY!

BYU-hawaii,UC-san francisco or Cornell UC?

yup, my 3 UC list is up now, its either i go to BYU-hawaii or go to university of san francisco or the famous Cornell University? well it goes from easy to hard too....cornell is the hardest......but its not out of my ability range and its the University that my mom wants me to get in.....lol...well....ill work hard for them and ya, ill talk about my majors when i do get in, mainly Hotel management. others will be business-general, travel/tourism management, restaurant/fod service management, and accountings. so there you go, thats my future and its going to depend on this year, the senior year, the year to fight for my future, the year that my future is going to be planned on, the year of my time the year of THE CHAMP!

Saturday, August 19, 2006

I WANT THE TITLE!

there it is, 3 more days till the most concerned and most mind blowing event of the year, "THE REOPENING OF SCHOOL" and in this event i am going to get a shot at the title, the title of good university with good hotel management, thats wat the title is, and im among the people that wants that title, its going to be a long road, need to past the royal rumble and other main events than ill be the no. 1 contender to that title, but i want that title and i will get it, iv not been doing much this few days....just working and gettin paid....x-men 2 rise of the apacolypes is kinda good so i got it and im playing it....been at my boss's house the last 2 days......celebrating his 2 year old boys birthday......iv got to start reading my drivers ed book and get my permit fast cause without that my road to the title will be longer, but i want that title.....and till than my fans out there and my peasants...............................................................THE CHAMP IS HERE!!!!!!

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Happiness

its time, 6 more days till school reopen, my summer has been fun, educational, sad, bad, good, happy, sour, sweet, hot, cold, and most of all memorable. so far my best summer ever. i had a chalet with my friends and i got to know new friends along the way and thats wat matters, i dont have to keep on going and going, those that went to the chalet will remember those 4 days at the place that we all had fun, we shared our memories, we talked, chat, slept watched the sun rise, drank, ate, watched tv, did homework, listened to music, sang, cut cake, took pictures, bbq, swam, bath, brushed our teeth, we shared the same feeling when we were there, happiness, althought not every moment was happy but most of it was. at least for me it was, with that in my summer it gives me the energy to move on, be a better person, learn from my mistakes. i sceduled an appointment for photo taking on september 2nd and im going to my boss's house tommrrow to have a party for his 1 month old son. iv worked for like 8 days already, not really tired but its time for me to start sleeping early now to prepare for next week school reopen. oh and iv got a new no. its no longer 743-6704. iv changed it, but i only told a few people. not all. y? there is a reason to it. well see. and till than THE CHAMP IS HERE!

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

new bike, new ride

yup, got a new bike today cause the bike i had is rusty for 2 years already and breaks dead.....this new bike....erm...not really wat i like but that is wat they got here, so ill stick to it, its fate that bought me to thie bike, went out to eat today......and guess wat, i won football again, just win a little bit, but well see if i can win more.....school is starting next tuesday, going for a BBQ this thursday and calling tommrrow to scedule for senior potraits appointment.....iv been playing ACE COMBAT 5 on ps2 and its a fairly well game....pretty good....and been playing O2jam......going to get warcraft soon.......and been watching detective conan and tapes on tv....lol.....fun days....soon ending......really nothin much now but iv been working extra and earning money....so thats a good thing......and ........thats it........im fully loaded now.....ready to ROCK! and now im out!

Monday, August 14, 2006

Final Destination

watching detective conan this few days...good show...and i can watch it over and over again....lol.....nothin much this week and next....ging to buy new bike tommrrow...and football season has just started.....lol...

Saturday, August 12, 2006

Childishness

ya well....came back from the casino just now went to eat dinner.......and now just surfing the net getting ready to go watch tv.......missed WWE smackdown today cause went to dinner...damn! it was good too......but never mind....copying CD's now for my mom's friend.....drinking snapple.....trying to get through ting's phone......guess thier tuition is cancelled.......so.....i guess im bored now and iv always wanted to translate a english song to a chinese lyrics and a chinese song to a english lyrics and i will get one done......so i just have to download the Instrumental version of that song than sing in the normal part and add on to the Instrumental part and the song is done! sweet....im going to do it.......so i called cal yesterday cause i promised and later after that i called shiwen and said im sorry.....msg janice.....called suwei but he didnt pick up.....weeho didnt pick up either......i was talking to yz online so i said im sorry....and i said sorry to cal too.....nah.....im just sick of this, i get it.....im childish....everyone already grew up and im still like a innocent little boy still talking about the jokes that i think is appropriate at our age but obviously everyone thinks that it is INSULTING and OFFENSIVE, so i guess everyone is right and im wrong......i dunno wat happen but years ago we still talk those kinda jokes thats why i think its alright, but obviously everyone grew and im the only one left behind....so....im sorry about that and you know, if everyone is just so up to date now and no jokes can be taken from me since i dont know wat jokes are okay until i say them, than might as well dont say it just keep my mouth shut, but as you know im not that kinda person that will keep my mouth shut, i talk alot and since im here if i dont call anyone, no one is going to call me, guess wat? you guys have friends? well i dont, only the couple of you, and my boss here which is the only person that i chat to, other than that, everyday is my mom....work...sleep...myself...and dont come and give me that you can make friends but its just that you dont want to thing cause im just not going to do it, so since that's the case, i got one good suggestion, why not we all DONT TALK! haha, this aint no joke cause since no one is going to care to call me and care about me once in a while than dont! i made an offer 2 years ago and it has been available to everyone, cal knows it, she said i had to call her cause she lost her card and i did, but she didnt specify is she wanted me to call immediatly or when so i just called whenever i felt like. so now since only she took on the offer and no one did, you know how supply and demand works, no demand than no supply! so deals off! if you bother to talk to me than make an attempt and show me you do! i still dont think anyone is going to take that offer but anyways, im childish i found the word for cal, word of the day for kingston. CHILDISHNESS. alright alright......you are going to turn mad after you read this....fine....go ahead...im not stopping you...leave how many comment here you want or dont leave a comment if you are thinking"who is going to leave you comment/tag anyways?" or "who said im going to leave you a comment/tag?" wateva.........im deeply sorry and i really am....so for those that was involved in that matter, im sorry and im going to call those i didnt call yet.......so my bad...my fault on my part....childish jokes that i thought my friends would still able to take, but i guess they grew up and are more mature than i am.....im done here, word.

Friday, August 11, 2006

KeYbOaRd

i got a new microsoft wave pattern wireless keyboard and a new wireless mouse, damn they are good and i jsut got a fighting fish today i think they call it betta here, i got a nice home for him to stay, he is blue and has beatiful tail and fins, i think im going to have to name it but its a male though, so...kinda hard...comment me for the names if anyone has a good one.......and went to work today.....business is bad...so...but i still get my salary..so....dont really matter........wont be abalone hunting till next year i heard so im going to return the suit i just bought and get a full refund....good thing i went this time and i earned $60 dollars selling one of them...lol......just used one to cook with chicken to have abalone chicken soup......and i got one more if someone wants to buy it...lol......i got my abalone pics up on friendster before i went to singapore, so i look kinda hedious in those...but i dont mind sharing....lol.....anyways.....i wrote a letter for ting and shiwen yesterday......and i didnt have time to mail it today...so ill promised to mail it tommrrow....which is technically later....cause its 2.57a.m right now....well......im going to work later at night again....working for money..money...money!!! cause in this world as long as you got money, you got POWER! thats my thought but i agree with those that say money cant buy you love, i believe that.........

李圣杰-关于你的歌

写一首歌里满满的爱我唱的歌
就写给你一个人
你让我知道原来情歌所以动人
因为有爱进行着
关於你的歌写着後来我们
一遍遍唱着未来更多可能
关於你的歌写你单纯天真
看着你静静那种眼神就会
让我好心疼爱在沸腾
我们可以漫步在每个清晨黄昏
我们可以爱得深
最希望让你快乐拥抱你的灵魂
一个我爱的女人
关於你的歌写着後来我们
一遍遍唱着未来更多可能
关於你的歌写你单纯天真
看着你静静那种眼神就会
让我好心疼爱在沸腾
我们可以漫步在每个清晨黄昏
我们可以爱得深
最希望让你快乐拥抱你的灵魂
一个我爱的女人
唱遍了无数的动人情歌
听得到爱你的责任
只要我们就相信了缘份
爱会永远的发生
关於你的歌写着後来我们
一遍遍唱着未来更多可能
关於你的歌写你单纯天真
看着你静静那种眼神就会
让我好心疼爱在沸腾
我们可以漫步在每个清晨黄昏
我们可以爱得深
最希望让你快乐拥抱你的灵魂一个我爱的女人
给你专属的情歌

Thursday, August 10, 2006

@-B-@-|-0-N-E

went to catch abalone yesterday, got 3...they are each 7 inch and bigger, imagine how big is that. iv got pictures of that and im going to develope it, so maybe tommrrow will be done or somethin like that, came back after tuesday and watch tape till like 5 and i felt a sleep, dunno why my body was so weak and i felt kinda sick and very weak so i didnt bother to wake up till wednesday morning at 10.34 a.m so i slept for 14 hours and 34 minutes without eating my dinner....damn....now im hungry........well...i think my mom took one abalone and sold it so im getting money from her.........iv sent the rebate out for the phone so once i get my rebate ill get the phone unlocked and the phone is going to you once its ready, sorry for the wait.................and ting hurt her toe as all knows so i called her the next day and she was at home so i talked to her for a while...............so...well...i guess everything is good..........im getting my appointment for senior potrait on august 22nd which is the day of school........than im getting ready to sign up for SAT on october 14 and november and im getting ready to take my driver permit test...........i'm looking for a bike right now and im probably gettin a computer soon.............and today is 10th i guess so forgot to post some important dates that i got.....here it is

AUgust 7th was the 2 month anniversary of the first time i ate dinner with yz at TM
August 5th was the 1 month anniversary of the first argument me and yz had
AUgust 7th was the 2 month anniversary of the first time i ate dinner with ting at TM
August 7th was the 2 month anniversary of the first time i first met with ting
August 7th was the 2 month anniversary of the first time i first met with yz
AUgust 7th was the first time ting broke her toe i guess
July 28th was the first time cal and i argued this bad
August 9th was the second time i went abalone hunting

and thats it for now, im calling cal later and ting. and yz and ting give me some comment for this ad that i did last year since both of you are so good at pictures.

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Monday, August 07, 2006

THE CHAMP IS HERE TO STAY!

was messed depressed someway or somehow yesterday, just didnt know the reason, so i needed someone to talk to, and after all that bull shitting and thinking about going on a cruise and going to genting and losing our virginity, which is a joke GOD DAMN IT! obviously someone is not happy with me POLLUTING THE MINDS OF HER BUDDIES, oh? so now its YOUR BUDDIES and not MINE? i guess they are friends with you and not me? wow, that was a very bad comment.....your buddies? did i hear it wrong? so they are not my buddies? it was just a JOKE! as i said, but i have to bring it up again since you are so MAD and PISSED! if you are so unhappy after your break up or watever if you fucked up a test, dont let your anger on me or at least tell me you want to! dont just come spitting all over my face with all those bullshit! how is that joke OFFENSIVE? it was a just a joke, losing our virginity? DUDE? not yet! if you dont want to talk to me than fine! go and think about your break up and all the shits that you said to me, you started this so dont come and complain and cry in the end asking why did i bring up your worst memories to hurt you, you HURT me first! you gave the first attack and first blood! now im just returning the favour! so its the last time WE type/write/talk to you? oh, so after a joke you are all ganging up now to just disregard me as a friend? i see how it is..... type/ write / talk to me? we? your buddies? so i guess the 2 guys agree that im POLLUTING thier MINDS too? so i guess your BUDDIES agree to disregard and gang up to just push me aside just after 1 joke which you cant take? i see how it is, fine, since you all want to gang up and come againts me, wat can i say except for----------and since im the champion? here is wat the CHAMP has for you,
F-U! and STFU!

Sunday, August 06, 2006

i got back...................

..............my room..........now im in my own room....i finished cleaning it in within...let say...4 hours? ya...moving everything from my mom's room to my own room........now with this great thing happening, im just a few steps away from getting ready and focus for university, and im getting new phone and new no. later......and going abalone hunting on tuesday.......second time.....i guess ill take pictures and upload them......i woke up today at 6 a.m. and called ting for our record breaking......first time i called, she was bathing, than i called at 6.35...still bathing....than at 6.55...still bathing.....than i called at 7.28....slept........nvm...i dont even want to talk about it..............just killed my day....i so need to talk to someone right now, but who? yz is cutting her hair,ting it busy, cal doesnt want to talk to me, ho and wei and sw is studying..who can i call?.......who is the person that can be there when i need someone............i think i know the answer, MYSELF.........

Saturday, August 05, 2006

i just want a.....

......normal and peaceful life, like any other teenager......this is meant for those that understands me.....but read my last blog and thats just a part of it......my past is wat made me who i am now too....y cant i just be a normal kid like any other person on this planet? why not be like weeho, born in singapore.....lived his whole life there.....having fun everyday with stress of course...ill exchange life with him if he wants.....why must i be the one that is born in A and flies to B and live for 2 years than go back to A for a year or 2 than goes to C to stay than goes back to A and stay for a couple more years than goes to C and stays for 5 to 6 years and than goes to D to stay for 3 years....i have no friends in D, no friends in A no friends in B just a couple good friends in C...that dont understand what im going through.......why cant i just be a regular kid like other? is this really my destiny? is this really wat i am? is this really what i should be? i dont want this, i dont like this, i hate this, i want out of this, but all this comes down to my mom's one old sentence, "i sacrificed so much to get to U.S to get a better education to at least get a job when you grow up to even just feed yourself, i dont hope that you will be good to me, i just want to give you what a mother should give you, the BEST, if you dont want it, tell me! ill get you back to singapore or malaysia or taiwan to study, you choose! ill do it!" with that sentence, i have nothing to stay, im now here for my mother, not for me, i live for my mother's wish, not mine, i live just because of my mother, not me..............................ill always remember those words, "with great power, comes great responsibility, is this my gift? my curse? do i like my life now? i HATE it....

Friday, August 04, 2006

IM READY!

loneliness covers my heart and mind everyday,been thinking about alot this few days, and finally found out the reason why and what i am today, for 2 and a half years iv been living here alone, come back from school and its only me, other than playin computer games and basketball, i have no other entertainment, and no one to talk to, like other teenagers, i have no one that i can talk to everyday about my matters, even my friends in singapore, because of time difference, its hard to talk everyday, i wake up every morning fired up and ready and i tell myself its another day of loneliness and im ready to over come it! and with that determination, iv overcomed it for a long time....going to catch abalone next tuesday, my bikes broken, going to buy new one, tommrrow going to buy new phone, and going to work...but anyway, IM READY!

李圣杰 - 痴心绝对


想用一杯latte把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会
看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱得太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你作任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

HAPPY AUGUST!

HAppy august.....ya..call me a copycat or watever....yt said happy august...so guess i should keep up with the flow too.....so ya...just woke up its now 11.15a.m.....iv been kinda sick for 5 days straight.......a little fever the first 2 days now i have this bad cold.....very sick....been sleeping...sleeping...sleeping.....the shows here suck...so nothin to watch...other than friends and everybody loves raymond.....and i guess i like making the band 3.....iv been so sick that im always sneezing...this is bad.....worst cold iv ever had....but no one is here to take care of me....my mom's at work everyday....no one at home...i still have to go out and buy lunch....and i was too tired to buy dinner last night so i starved myself to bed.....im tired.....im going to take my senior potraits soon after i call in for an appointment.....and we should be going to get our new phones this weekend......damn i hate my mom using my phone....but anyways....she dropped her phone into the sink and still said my phone sucks...dont bother.....

潘玮柏 - 谢谢
黄昏下的琴键太寂寞
来来去去只剩很拙的双手
陪着固执的我
不停弹奏不停地犯错
想起他为你唱歌时的温柔
我会笑着难过
他能给你保
护代替我的照顾
这是我最后的祝福
谢谢你的结束冷却后的残酷
谢谢你的知足告诉我别再付出
谢谢你的温度记忆留在最初
谢谢你曾让我幸福
不停唱着愈来愈清楚
想起你看他眼神中的满足
我学会了服输
他能给你保
护代替我的照顾
我只能偷偷地为你祝福
谢谢你的结束冷却后的残酷
谢谢你的知足告诉我别再付出
谢谢你的温度记忆留在最初
谢谢你曾让我幸福
想着手心的感触
想着脸颊的温度
谢谢你那些年为我付出
谢谢你的结束冷却后的残酷
谢谢你的知足告诉我别再付出
谢谢你的温度记忆留在最初
谢谢你曾让我们幸福