Childishness

ya well....came back from the casino just now went to eat dinner.......and now just surfing the net getting ready to go watch tv.......missed WWE smackdown today cause went to dinner...damn! it was good too......but never mind....copying CD's now for my mom's friend.....drinking snapple.....trying to get through ting's phone......guess thier tuition is cancelled.......so.....i guess im bored now and iv always wanted to translate a english song to a chinese lyrics and a chinese song to a english lyrics and i will get one done......so i just have to download the Instrumental version of that song than sing in the normal part and add on to the Instrumental part and the song is done! sweet....im going to do it.......so i called cal yesterday cause i promised and later after that i called shiwen and said im sorry.....msg janice.....called suwei but he didnt pick up.....weeho didnt pick up either......i was talking to yz online so i said im sorry....and i said sorry to cal too.....nah.....im just sick of this, i get it.....im childish....everyone already grew up and im still like a innocent little boy still talking about the jokes that i think is appropriate at our age but obviously everyone thinks that it is INSULTING and OFFENSIVE, so i guess everyone is right and im wrong......i dunno wat happen but years ago we still talk those kinda jokes thats why i think its alright, but obviously everyone grew and im the only one left behind....so....im sorry about that and you know, if everyone is just so up to date now and no jokes can be taken from me since i dont know wat jokes are okay until i say them, than might as well dont say it just keep my mouth shut, but as you know im not that kinda person that will keep my mouth shut, i talk alot and since im here if i dont call anyone, no one is going to call me, guess wat? you guys have friends? well i dont, only the couple of you, and my boss here which is the only person that i chat to, other than that, everyday is my mom....work...sleep...myself...and dont come and give me that you can make friends but its just that you dont want to thing cause im just not going to do it, so since that's the case, i got one good suggestion, why not we all DONT TALK! haha, this aint no joke cause since no one is going to care to call me and care about me once in a while than dont! i made an offer 2 years ago and it has been available to everyone, cal knows it, she said i had to call her cause she lost her card and i did, but she didnt specify is she wanted me to call immediatly or when so i just called whenever i felt like. so now since only she took on the offer and no one did, you know how supply and demand works, no demand than no supply! so deals off! if you bother to talk to me than make an attempt and show me you do! i still dont think anyone is going to take that offer but anyways, im childish i found the word for cal, word of the day for kingston. CHILDISHNESS. alright alright......you are going to turn mad after you read this....fine....go ahead...im not stopping you...leave how many comment here you want or dont leave a comment if you are thinking"who is going to leave you comment/tag anyways?" or "who said im going to leave you a comment/tag?" wateva.........im deeply sorry and i really am....so for those that was involved in that matter, im sorry and im going to call those i didnt call yet.......so my bad...my fault on my part....childish jokes that i thought my friends would still able to take, but i guess they grew up and are more mature than i am.....im done here, word.