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Monday, August 07, 2006

THE CHAMP IS HERE TO STAY!

was messed depressed someway or somehow yesterday, just didnt know the reason, so i needed someone to talk to, and after all that bull shitting and thinking about going on a cruise and going to genting and losing our virginity, which is a joke GOD DAMN IT! obviously someone is not happy with me POLLUTING THE MINDS OF HER BUDDIES, oh? so now its YOUR BUDDIES and not MINE? i guess they are friends with you and not me? wow, that was a very bad comment.....your buddies? did i hear it wrong? so they are not my buddies? it was just a JOKE! as i said, but i have to bring it up again since you are so MAD and PISSED! if you are so unhappy after your break up or watever if you fucked up a test, dont let your anger on me or at least tell me you want to! dont just come spitting all over my face with all those bullshit! how is that joke OFFENSIVE? it was a just a joke, losing our virginity? DUDE? not yet! if you dont want to talk to me than fine! go and think about your break up and all the shits that you said to me, you started this so dont come and complain and cry in the end asking why did i bring up your worst memories to hurt you, you HURT me first! you gave the first attack and first blood! now im just returning the favour! so its the last time WE type/write/talk to you? oh, so after a joke you are all ganging up now to just disregard me as a friend? i see how it is..... type/ write / talk to me? we? your buddies? so i guess the 2 guys agree that im POLLUTING thier MINDS too? so i guess your BUDDIES agree to disregard and gang up to just push me aside just after 1 joke which you cant take? i see how it is, fine, since you all want to gang up and come againts me, wat can i say except for----------and since im the champion? here is wat the CHAMP has for you,
F-U! and STFU!

2 Comments:

Blogger calanthea said...

well, even if you're messed and depressed, you shouldnt make such jokes. dont you think that your joke was quite an insult to us. who could tell you were joking anyway? it seems like you're not treating us as friends but as something else, you get me? and that's why i said they're my buddies. i dont understand why you must make this kind of crude joke, something that we find it hard to accept. what do you expect us to say when you ask this kind of question? it'll just cause embarassment. we dont live in a society just like yours. people there are so open about this and they talk about it all the time like as if there's nothing more to life than losing your virginity and having sex. we're more conservative. dont forget, we're chinese. its in the blood to be conservative and that applies to you too. you shouldnt be influenced too much by their culture. or even if you are, there's nothing wrong. but remember that not everyone's like that. remember that your friends do not live under such influence of being open minded. we're open minded, yea, but to a certain extent only.

and seriously, i'm over it already. i'm not upset over the break up. i dont even know what i'm upset about, but its definitely not that. and i dont get upset over test marks for so long. who does?! i'm not flaring up at you for my own personal reasons, can you do some reflection? i dont know how to get it across to you that the problem is you and not anyone else. why do you keep thinking that you have no flaws in your character and the problem doesnt lie with you?! why cant you accept others criticisms and think about it if you were really wrong. you mean if the world were to turn against you and say you're in the wrong, you would think that they're lying? how many people do you need to tell you your flaws such that you will be convinced that you do have a problem? MAJOR PROBLEM. you're losing all your friends if you realise. and if you cant be bothered that you are, then i have nothing to say. you really need to use your brains. your friends wouldnt lie to you.

i guess i'll have to talk to you about this on the phone. i'm finding it wuite hard to explain everything here, cause i think you still wont get me.

6:31 PM  
Blogger kingston said...

im too tired now to hear you out, no offensive, but just really not in the mood and i dont want to argue with you again so maybe tommrrow, but is it i call or you?

6:43 PM  

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