A normal 17 year old teenager? i dont think so...

im lost, im here without you, im here alone, all by myself, i need a hug, i need a kiss, i need confidence, i need bravery, i need love, i need passion, i need self confidence, i need self asteam, i need courage, i need life, i need you............its been like 1 week since i last blogged, ya, ill tell all my chalet stories day by day but not now, not my own com....so....came back to taiwan alone.....been depressed.....alright fine i played mahjong yesterday....yes...won......but i was just depressed yesterday.....really sad....just thinkin about my life, all the bad memories and future that i knew will be happening, makes me sad......did i do somethin worong? chose the wrong the path? i missed 2 years of fun, now its goin to be 3,4 maybe 5 or 6 years of my childhood...and my love life, my friends, my life, my family, im pressured.....everyone is unique......everyone is different.....but im just too unique.....too different.....a 17 year old that is way more different that anyone else......im done for today......(cry...cry...)

永邦-你是我最深爱的人

爱上了一个人
能够为她牺牲
就算付出了生命
我甘心为了你

两个人在一起
分享爱的命运
永远都不会忘记
我们生活点滴

你是我最深爱的女人
你有最美丽的嘴唇
你拥有最动人的眼神
你带给我幸福和快乐

我是你最深爱的男人
我的爱绝对是永恒
做什么都值得
爱上了一个人