BASketball and MAss Study

ah.....mass study today at cal house, janice was there and suwei and yi ting.....i went to ball with suwei and later left in a rush cause i had a dinner appointment with me my mom's friends...but mass study for like half an hour was quite fun, i loved it but calanthea just thought i was very bored, but she just doesnt get it, iv been away for 2 years and i want to be a part of wat they have right now, tuition together, going out on weekends...mass study.....all that i cant be a part of the 2 years and in the future, my mom chose for a me a route and there is no turning back, my only regret in my life is that i cant spent time with my friends during the most important days in our lives...its just sad that i cant be a part of this in my life and i am really sad and depressed to not be a part of....my mom spent her life getting me to the US and im not going to turn her down, ill finish my degree to repay her, but still, once time passes there is no turning back....i missed a lot this 2 years....and that is going to be my greatest regret missing this year...