The answer to everything

yesterday i sent my mom off to the airport and she flys back to taiwan, there i was at the airport looking for answer, the airport was the place that i left 2 years ago without an answer, i wanted and needed an answer, its time i get one, i decided to went to the temple in si ma lu and i went there, came out with an answer, not wat i expected, but pretty much wat i had in mind that it will, im not prepared yet, when its time it will come, go with the flow, trust faith, it will bring her to you and if its not yours it will be yours, if it is, it will forever be, thats was i got coming out from that sacred place, its not wat i wanted but i expected it, its been 5 and a half years and its time to put an end to this, i came back this time with my mind set that there will be an ending to my story and its time to write a new chapter and start a new life in my story, its time i let go and move on, the end......i than went to katong and played lan with weeho, it was a very fun experience, its been 2 years sinced i last played with this buddy, we played till like 7+ than weeho had to leave to get dinner for this grandmother so we left and i had to take my clothes from parkway so we took a taxi and i went to parkway and pick up my clothes and went on to send wee home than i went back to suwei house, we chat in his room for a while, than i talked to yi ting on the phone for like 1 and a half hours, than slp........

P.S by the way thanks yi ting.

from james blunt-goodbye my lover
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.................................