leaving now but...i saw her last smile.....

going off...now in the airport........thank god they had FREE internet!! yes! cal and yi ting are going to call me later....hope they do......you all should reading this when im still on the plane.....this is best june so far.....memories flows..in to my heart and soul........i saw her yesterday at the airport......picked her up......waited for more than an hour......but i dont mind.....i get to see her last smile today again and her beatiful face.....when she reads this she will feel nothing.....because she doesnt have that feeling towards me........but i like her......i wanna be with her......she is so smart and beatiful that it took all my depression and bad thoughts away from my evil polluted mind.......she means alot to me although we've only met for a while.....but i cherish every single moment together......i hope she gives me a chance, dont turn me down first.....her beatiful eyes and her beatiful smile deeply caught my eyes the first time i saw her, ever since then, its all her......i feel like this time i havent even tried, its not obbsession, not desperation, but love.......give me a chance......ill be back......im going to call ting now....so.....thank you all for the wonderful memories that gave me this morale boost to go back and face all the bad and evil......im refreshed....ready to battle once again.......hope this time the energy dont run out that fast........im out.....(cry...CRy.....)