最深的黑暗，往往来自最光明的地方。

its the final week, its time to turn it up. game on!

Light & Darkness

In the brightest light,
lies the deepest darkness.

when you walk out to light
thats when you will see your shadow.

Dec 21st 2012-Apocalypse

i know that we all changed,
you changed,
iv changed,

i know that i cant go back to the past and change things,
i know that iv said somethings that might have or might not have hurt your feelings
i know that you might not ever like me,

but

i want to let you know that you were once a big part of my life and you still are
i want you to know that you will always be in my heart
i want you to know that everyday i think of your for at least 100 heartbeats

and

i just want to be a part of your life too, should you allow me
i just want to be there for you when you need me, even though im far away,
i just want to play a part in your life that you might actually remember forever

so

im going to start to forget you bit by bit as much as i can, in physchology they call this repressing memory
im going to start to move on bit by bit as i repress you into my memory capsule deep in my heart
im going to start to stop thinking about every heartbeat by heartbeat

even though

i know that this is hard
i know that this is impossible because the feelings donts just disappear
i know that im lying to myself and lying to everyone to say that im even trying to give up

but it seems like theres just not going to be a "we" at the end of this story.

do you want to be a puppet forever?

once you realize that you have been a puppet your whole life,
you will realized that you are alone in this world,
you will be scared, afraid, lonely, disfuncional,
but when you destroy and eliminate what is standing in your way

you will realize that you have so much power inside you
when you talk out of the dark and into the light
you will see your shadow that has long been forgotten
you will see that you yourself can be that light that you long seek

for what comes around goes around
it is not what you are underneath
but what you do that defines you
YOU are the evil inside yourself
YOU are the good inside yourself

YOU are YOU

LA Lakers 2009 Champions

It is always possible, yes 3 titles with shaq, so what?

when you are immortal,

when you are good

when you are impossible to stop

when you are number 24

when you are kobe bryant

when you eliminate what stands in your way

anything is possible. Lalakers 2009 champions!!!!

2nd quarter

well, im in the second quarter now, 2 more quarters to go and ill be in taiwan. its coming down to this final game, this final closeout, this final countdown, make a run for it because thats all i got left.

pissed through the roof,

so pissed so pissed.......haiz....but neways june is here,

MY MONTH