I still cant

so long.....
iv dreamed of being with her
iv dreamed of holding her

so long....
iv dreamed of taking care of her
iv dreamed of watching over her

so long.....
8 years is how long.....

so long....
she has rejected me....
she has denied my existence
she has declined my love

so long....
have i waited
have she waited
have i wanted
has she wanted
have i tried
have she tried
have i hold on
have she hold on

so long have i tried to pull her to me
so long has she tried to push me away.....

but i cant......

i simply just cant.....because...iv fallen in love with you.