Never Back Down

movie was awesome...loved it.......and erm...
after my crash and my car is still fixing....did lots of thinking..... and what mom did say something that i heard was actually making sense, im a kid, im young, im suppose to earn what i can spend not spend what i can earn, the more money than average people? when it all come down to health, and life, i dont have either....

i walked in today to fry's electronics and quit my big money job each weeks paycheck from frys is equal to 2 weeks in mcdonalds........but i still quit it....cause as a manager in mcdonalds i learn more....and thats what i need now.....and if i quit mcdonalds ill be earning big money which means ill spend more too......

after this years january 26th, iv never really thought about her .......i tried to suck myself into work and school and money and stress. but 2 days ago, it all came back to me after i hit the car, what am i working so hard for? whats my final goal?

i found out, it is a chance, to prove and show myself and everyone and her, to actually act
not just say.

im going back june 26th to taiwan. but ill be back in singapore,


like coach said in the movie"you can always change positions in any fight or game", "it is your resposibility to control the outcome.","never BACK down!"

im getting another car, im going to search for the life that iv long dreamed of and long wanted.