it never ends...

yeap, aint her i guess. tried, dont work. went out for movies, bought flowers cause its her birthday, a whole bouquet of pink roses. paid for bowling, movie and lunch. money doesnt matter. i work for it, but its not there, no chemistry, just feels wrong. when will it ever end? this endless streak of isint her? please, make it end. now i just dont want to go there anymore, no more. back and forth. no more girls and no more anything, time to work hard study hard and get ready for next year. focus on the long term goal,stop spending too much money. its time i show the world and you. i want to say i miss you, but saving that till we meet will mean more than anything.