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Monday, September 17, 2007

what am i missing?

hhmmn........i got 0 incoming calls today.......i got 1 incoming call from work yesterday to buy coffee.....i got 0 incoming call the day before yesterday......whats wrong??? no one is calling me? oh i know why, cause im so stubborn and such an asshole that i have no friends. is it cause of money? no, is it cause of work? no, is it cause of my attitude, my problem? yes!!!! for christ sake, being around the whole world and getting to know so many people is really that not big of a deal, so what if you have friends from singapore, malaysia,thailand,bangkok, united states, hawaii, taiwan, so wat? NOBODY FUCKING CALLS YOU!!!!! omg! problem with them? maybe, problem with you? definitely!!!! why the fuck do i fucking have no friends???? god damn it, jesus guys i know, blah...blah...of course you got friends....just that they are busy....well we've gone through all that, i dunno why, but today is another reliazation day. what am i missing? why do i have the best phone around but i got the worst incoming call record? i seriously dont know, loneliness is clouding me again.....i can call, can i? but well, no one answers and no one wants to talk or no one is free. what have i done to myself, my life to come to 18 years old but have no road trips, no movie pals, no one, i went to the past 4 movies myself! for christ sake, thats a fucking new record! god damn it kingston, you suck more than anyone you know! not only no calls but i sit in my car with my air condition on and dont know where to go, wow! thats a first! well you know why kingston? cause you fucking have no friends that want to hang out with you!!!! now you only go to work, go home, sleep, school and homework, your life right now has no friend in it, not even 1!!!!! cant you just have a friend and keep them close? what have you done????/ i seriously dont know kingston, what the hell is wrong with you. well i think you know. everyone else knows, thats why they aint calling you. but well who cares.

3 Comments:

Blogger hj said...

Hey.. Lols... Why let such stuff bother you?? Would a call really make so much of a difference?? Why keep your thoughts on such stuff?? Well.. I think it's better to not think about such stuff la...
no need to be agitated so much and all over such stuff right?? Don't you have more stuff in life to think about?? haha.. Busy yourself with some other stuff la..
Well.. four movies alone eh? I watched the last 6-7 movies alone too.. And I enjoyed them so.. SO why complain about not having friends to watch with you.. Can also enjoy these times right...haha...
Take care there...

Well, how about an entry on who you would wanna be for a day in his/her life??

8:27 PM  
Blogger kingston said...

im not bitching or complaning, but its just....eh....sometimes it hurts...alot..trust me, when i go to school, its only class, once class is over, i dont even have friends to hang out with. sometimes...its hard.....but you want a blog like that, you'll get it,and thanks for reading...at least someone reads it

12:54 PM  
Blogger hj said...

Lols.. Hurts??
Then hope blogging makes you feel better.. Only use it'll serve yah..
Find something else to do??
Anyway, bet that more people read than you think...

7:12 PM  

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