Thanks for the Memories/You talkin to me about DIGNITY and worthless?

alright, past few days have been really bad....since saturday....iv said this before and im going to say it agian, im strong on the outside, stronger than a diamond. but on the inside, im jsut as weak as any other man in this world. i want help but its my life, like friends have said, "SHIT HAPPENS, DEAL WITH IT." i know i have to to face it, just take it like a man, instead of sitting down and crying the whole day about a girl who didnt even like me and didnt even give a shit about me. why care? move on. as i was on my downfall in life, guess who came to save me. "miraculasly" enough, its my fucking dad.

so this is the history.
-my parents divorced when i was 5,6
-my dad has not support me for over 10 years until recently and between that time, he has been feeding off his MOMMY's money (who is like 95 now)
-he was sending money until i got mad and he hanged up me a couple months ago.
-than he called a couple months later and start sending money again.

so my mom was talking to him and saying, he should send me $6000 to help my first semester if he wants cause im going to be successful in life and all that jazz.

he fucking calls back the next day which is yesterday. and this is it.

fucking dad,"hey kingston after yesterday i feel that you have no dignity and are worthless."

me," fuck you! how dare you call me a person with no dignity. if you want to send me money than do it, if not fuck you."

fucking dad,"how dare you talk to me like that you son of a bitch. do you have any manners?

me," you fucking are the only person in the world that has no authority or position watsoever to call me worthless you son of a bitch!" than i hunged up......(burn one for him)

1 min later, he calls back.

fucking dad,"you son of a bitch how dare you talk to me like that."

me," you stfu you son of a bitch you are the one that started calling me son of a bitch, wheres your manners?(burn two for him).

fucking dad," im your dad, dont talk to me like that."

me," if you have trouble supporting a son thats going to be successful instaed of your other 2 worthless shitholes one that is still studying and one that is working under you when they are both 25 plus. (burn three for him.) and guess wat? you didnt support me for 10 years and i dont regard you as a fucking dad you son of a bitch. than i hang up.......(burn four for him).

1 minute later he calls back agian....

fucking dad,"you son of a bitch, dont talk to me like that, (sounds like he starts crying), than why did you call me and ask me to send money to you since you have dignity, you worthless piece of shit.let me talk to your mom.

me," you son of a bitch, you lived 10 years feeding of your mommys money so you have no right to talk to me about dignity you piece of shit.(burn five for him.) what you cant talk over me and now want to talk to my mom, come on man up and talk to me, wat nothing else to say?(burn 6 for him)

fucking dad,"its not that i dont want to talk to you but you have no manners you son of a bitch. get me.....! i hunged up (burn 7 for him)

1 min later he called back again.

fucking dad,"you son of a bitch you have no dignity and you are worthless."

me," you stfu up and stop only using son of a bitch." i hunged up again(burn 8for him.)

that was it.....he called 4 times....got burned 8 times got hunged up by me 4 times....and why he saved me? cause i fucking finally had a chance to SPIT at his fucking face. so im not getting money for college, but i had fun hanging up his phone.

things why he has no mother fucking position to call me no dignity and worthless

-he fed off his mommys money for over 10 years(no dignity+worthless)
-his other son and daughter are old enough to support themselves but daughter is still studying in singapore first year cause she went to australia for 2 years and got screwd by a boyfriend and didnt graduate. son is working under him as a loser brooker.
- im his son, if he calls me worthless, that means he is the worthless shit? lol

and so im all fired up and i was fucking shaking when i was on the phone, not SCARED.
i was MAD I waS READY TO KILL HIM IF HE IS INFRONT OF ME. i have never felt that angry and that before, i have never shaked in my life that strong. now i feel the power inside me, and im going to graduate and go back and i will find him for a fight. that pussy ass mother fucker.

so that boosted my confidence up and with jackie, i just think that, if you are telling me you have a boyfriend, you dont want me to talk you to your door. ill just give up cause maybe you aint meant for me either.

that was my week, thanks for listening. if you want to comment, go ahead. letting you know, im okay, with jackie, im almost over it. with dad. IM GOING TO FUCK HIM OVER WHEN I GET THE CHANCE. he will never ever get a chance to hang up on me even though he tried to call after those 4 calls, but me and my mom just turned of the phone.

thank you. and dad, FUCK YOU YOU PUSSY. IF YOU WANT SOME, COME FIND ME AND ILL GIVE YOU SOME.-John cena. word.

oh and pictures here....