she has a boyfriend.

alright, finally a place where i can write anything and no one in the states will read it....so i went to senior ball with jackie. she goes to christian brothers high school, junior, loves to play tennis. listen to all kinds of music, dont like rap. she loves green. she is hispanic. her dad owns 6 mcdonalds(including the one im working at now.)

oh and did i mention she has a BOYFRIEND.

so i went to pick her up....i bought her mom flowers too cause its mothers day the next day.(i think i left a pretty good impression.) than we were on the car....and so she has a voicemail that i love, so we were joking about me copying her voicemail on wednesday and i did copy it with like 20 takes and when we were on the car i told her to call me and she heard the voicemail, she was like laughing....i love that. than she said...well...tommrrow is going to be a hard day...i have to wake up at 5 and set up this mothers day walking thing and than im going to my BOYFRIEND's house

did i mention she has a boyfriend?

so we arive at ball, we were walking in and wind was blowing so hard...i took of my jacket(aka tux) and put it on her...(being a gentleman) and than i walked by friends and as you all know im like a legend here in school so this philipino kid goes, oh chin tan! wheres your jacket? im pointed at jackie and he goes, "oh snap chin tan!!" and than we walked a couple more steps and jackie takes off the jacket and gives it to me...(my heart got stabbed once that time, by the way im going to confront that guy tommrrow.) anyways...than we went in to the room and cause i bought my tickets late we were assigned a table and there was like 2 lesbians sitting next to us that were hella ugly....so i took her napkin and folded in to a thing that they do in high class restaurants that could stand, and i think she was impressed. than dinner was crap, she said she was hungry than after eating like a little bit cause they only served 2 platter...she said she was full and i know she was lying...than her BOYFRIEND msged her and wants to talk to her so she msgs back and say you know im here, leave me alone...as she was texting...as in she msged but she was like kinda talking to herself like leave me alone....and stuff....

oh and did i mention she has a boyfriend?

than we went on to the dance floor, thank god knew someone there so we were all dancing...and usually when you dance guys are behind the girls...but i was in front of her like 2 feet away cause i respect that she has a boyfriend and i didnt want to make her feel uncomfortable...but we slow danced 3 times where she has a arm wrapped around my neck and my hands around her waist.

oh and did i mention she has a boyfriend?

than we took pictures....and ya....as we are on the way back...i asked did you have fun? (of course girls say yes to be nice) so she said ya..it was cool...than i asked you okay with your bf? she said ya.....than when we arrived at her house. im ready to walk her to her door than she said, you dont have to walk me to my door im fine...(that stabbed my heart the second time.)

oh did i ever mention that she has a boyfriend?

so today i woke up after sleeping for like 4 hours cause i have work at 7. am and i slept at 2.am...than from 6.am when i woke up till now. my heart has just been bleeding the whole day....i dunno how long it gonna last....iv fallen for her...deeply.....and i dont know if she knows....but i called and left a msg and apologized for last nights awkrad situations cause it was my first time going out with a girl and she is in a relationship and i dont want to cause any misunderstanding. i had fun and i hope she did and i said at the end of the msg, "if sometime in the future, maybe we could do this again." and im waiting to get a call back.

oh ya...wait...did i ever ever mention that she has a boyfriend? (i didnt know until yesterday.)