I feel like im coming close to a conclusion.....

I think i can finally let it go........

Theres more than meets the eye

At least tell me your name.

It is not who i am underneath
but what i do that defines me.

This summer's theme is recharge, reconstruct and re-enter

recharge-meaning charging up my battery which i describe as my emotional status for an up coming year in the states

reconstruct-meaning re adjust my sleeping time, my eating habits, bad habits, hunger...

re-enter-meaning re entering into the states once focused again as long as i do the above 2, and another ear we go.........

"i know, im nothing, what, you dont think i know that im nothin?
ya, im nothing, i came from nothin, but i aint going back to that,
the only way i'd lose is if someone beats me!"-channing tatum

Love Is Simple

Love is simple

love is blind

love is meaningful

love is kind

love is a kiss

love is a touch

love is a feeling

that i have for you very much

love is sensible

love is raw

love is patience

love is loud

love is simple

love is true

love is the only way

that i get to know the real "you"

-kingston.

Hunger

The words hunger i realized.

hunger for money

hunger for stuff

hunger to become better

hunger to beat other people

hunger to success

hunger for everything....

i think its because of the hunger that i was born with made me who i am today.

but if i can control this hunger, this evil, this beast inside of me...

ill learn to appreaciate and be happy with what i have now.........

and thats all it matters

3 years.....

wow i just realized i created this blog from my old one the day i left singapore in the airport. that was 2006

and its 2009 now....

i thought it was 2 years but its been 3.....

so i guess alot changed 3 years.....

so i thought to myself...maybe the power is actually good and nto evil?

Infinite power comes from within....

so...from my last post...i have found the answer.....somehow.....with my battery coming to a stop. i have turned on the darkness of infinite power.....and now i feel powerful...i feel good...i feel evil....

i smell...B..L..O..O..D...

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for some reason......the darkness is rising as summer comes and time to go back for vacation....

usually this time of the year is when my battery is like...almost gone after last years recharge...

but....for some reason.....as im approaching heaven time....emotions and feelings come flying...and somehow....the darkness is starting to turn me into....

.......................it seems that the emotions are boiling at thier highest point now...and someone its hard to resist the power of darkness coming upon...........please help me.....

im not bad....

im just confused...and lost.......