Alyve

When you want what you've never had you must do what you've never done

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

I feel like im coming close to a conclusion.....


I think i can finally let it go........

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Theres more than meets the eye


Wednesday, May 13, 2009

At least tell me your name.

It is not who i am underneath
but what i do that defines me.

Thursday, May 07, 2009

This summer's theme is recharge, reconstruct and re-enter


recharge-meaning charging up my battery which i describe as my emotional status for an up coming year in the states


reconstruct-meaning re adjust my sleeping time, my eating habits, bad habits, hunger...


re-enter-meaning re entering into the states once focused again as long as i do the above 2, and another ear we go.........

"i know, im nothing, what, you dont think i know that im nothin?
ya, im nothing, i came from nothin, but i aint going back to that,
the only way i'd lose is if someone beats me!"-channing tatum

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

Love Is Simple


Love is simple
love is blind
love is meaningful
love is kind
love is a kiss
love is a touch
love is a feeling
that i have for you very much
love is sensible
love is raw
love is patience
love is loud
love is simple
love is true
love is the only way
that i get to know the real "you"
-kingston.

Monday, May 04, 2009

Hunger


The words hunger i realized.
hunger for money
hunger for stuff
hunger to become better
hunger to beat other people
hunger to success
hunger for everything....
i think its because of the hunger that i was born with made me who i am today.
but if i can control this hunger, this evil, this beast inside of me...
ill learn to appreaciate and be happy with what i have now.........
and thats all it matters

3 years.....

wow i just realized i created this blog from my old one the day i left singapore in the airport. that was 2006


and its 2009 now....


i thought it was 2 years but its been 3.....


so i guess alot changed 3 years.....


so i thought to myself...maybe the power is actually good and nto evil?


Sunday, May 03, 2009

Infinite power comes from within....


so...from my last post...i have found the answer.....somehow.....with my battery coming to a stop. i have turned on the darkness of infinite power.....and now i feel powerful...i feel good...i feel evil....

i smell...B..L..O..O..D...

Friday, May 01, 2009

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for some reason......the darkness is rising as summer comes and time to go back for vacation....



usually this time of the year is when my battery is like...almost gone after last years recharge...
but....for some reason.....as im approaching heaven time....emotions and feelings come flying...and somehow....the darkness is starting to turn me into....


.......................it seems that the emotions are boiling at thier highest point now...and someone its hard to resist the power of darkness coming upon...........please help me.....

im not bad....

im just confused...and lost.......