Alyve
When you want what you've never had you must do what you've never done
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Thursday, May 07, 2009
This summer's theme is recharge, reconstruct and re-enter

recharge-meaning charging up my battery which i describe as my emotional status for an up coming year in the states
reconstruct-meaning re adjust my sleeping time, my eating habits, bad habits, hunger...
re-enter-meaning re entering into the states once focused again as long as i do the above 2, and another ear we go.........
"i know, im nothing, what, you dont think i know that im nothin?
ya, im nothing, i came from nothin, but i aint going back to that,
the only way i'd lose is if someone beats me!"-channing tatum
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
Monday, May 04, 2009
Hunger

The words hunger i realized.
hunger for money
hunger for stuff
hunger to become better
hunger to beat other people
hunger to success
hunger for everything....
i think its because of the hunger that i was born with made me who i am today.
but if i can control this hunger, this evil, this beast inside of me...
ill learn to appreaciate and be happy with what i have now.........
and thats all it matters
3 years.....
wow i just realized i created this blog from my old one the day i left singapore in the airport. that was 2006
and its 2009 now....
i thought it was 2 years but its been 3.....
so i guess alot changed 3 years.....
so i thought to myself...maybe the power is actually good and nto evil?

Sunday, May 03, 2009
Friday, May 01, 2009
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for some reason......the darkness is rising as summer comes and time to go back for vacation....
usually this time of the year is when my battery is like...almost gone after last years recharge... 


.......................it seems that the emotions are boiling at thier highest point now...and someone its hard to resist the power of darkness coming upon...........please help me.....
im not bad....
im just confused...and lost.......