The wackness

Go watch it

so i watched the wackness and good enough it is as wack as the title is.

well so basically, after i watched the movie and school started this week....iv been thinking...have i been thinking about too much stuff that a 19 year old shouldnt be thinking about? i mean i think about being rich, making lots of money, car, tux, suits and ties, the perfect job, starting a family, wife, kids,(well not exactly) but you know what i mean and destiny?

after watching that movie, kinda give me an idea, i should FUCKING STOP THINKING ABOUT SO MUCH SHIT AND ACT LIKE A FUCKING 19 YEAR OLD!

Enjoy life

go to parties,

enjoy music

enjoy school

enjoy work

make friends,

hang out

BE A 19 YEAR OLD TEENAGER NOT ADULT.

and thats what im going to do

Still looking for the light within.......

after spending a shitload of money,
not being happy,
and just everything that didnt go my way.

im starting to realized like one good friend once told me, be happy with your life, and everything will be fine.

so im starting to look for the light within myself......

"im still here.......are you here now?"

january first 2009 around 1pm united states california time

(guy)hello....
(girl)hello....
(guy)happy new year
(girl) you too....
(guy) what you doing?
(girl) watching tv...
(guy)what you doing tonight?
(girl) packing some gifts
(guy)oh...so you going to university?
(girl) ya...
(guy) when?
(girl) july...
(guy) oh.....so you on vacation now till then?
(girl) kinda of...but i gotta work
(guy) oh where?
(girl) i coach..

(guy) oh! where? net ball?
(girl) ya i coach my secondary school.
(guy) you mean cedar right?
(girl) ya...
(guy) oh cool....so you going anywhere vacation? like overseas?
(girl) new years...
(guy) where?
(girl) taiwan...
(guy) oh ....oh......oh....why taiwan?
(girl) i dont pick it.....
(guy) oh okay...........................................................................
(girl)huh?
(guy) nothing......
(girl)oh.......
(girl) take care.....
(guy) you too...take care....bye...
(girl) bye....
(guy) ( is still on line just wanting to wait for the girl to hang up first but at the same time.....)
(girl) ( is still on the line and guy dont know what the girl is waiting for not hanging up)
after 8 seconds...........

(guy) thought that girl hung up so was going to hang up than saw the line is still no the girl still hasent hung up....
(guy) wanted to keep waiting.....but thought....just hang up...if she is ready she will say.....

what you think?

.....Its Time to Turn It UP, GAME ON!!! WELCOME 2009!!!!!!

UPON THIS NEW YEAR A NEW DAWN THAT COMES, I HOPE THIS 2009 YEAR BRING HAPPINESS AND JOY AND STREEFREE TO EVERYONE I KNOW AND BRING SAFETY AND PEACE TO THE WORLD(like thats going to happen) AND THAT EVERYONE FIND YOUR ONE TRUE LOVE N IF YOU ALREADY HAVE ONE MAY YOU 2 BE HAPPILLY EVER AFTER, IF YOU ARE LONELY LIKE ME RIGHT NOW AND 2009 ISISNT STARTING OFF THAT GOOD THAT YOU THOUGHT IT WAS GOING TO BE.....

CALL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY 2009, see ya later 2008