Lisence

i need to get it...

SAT this saturday......

NBA season starts tommrrow....that means i get to bet....

Free dance this friday......

AJ is cute....

i

FORGOT TO BLOG yesterday....

cause i thought i was going to bowl

than didnt go

so forgot to fucking blog...but anyways..

act sucked

and now im waiting for scores for SAt

ACT TEST

TOMMORROW

ACT TEST

MAYBE BOWLING

AGAIN....

SAW III

pain is the worst

blood is the price to pay

death is not easy

SAW III

You haven seen anything yet....

in theatres

tommrrow......

october 27th

next tuesday

NBA SEASON STARTS!!!!!

i forgot?

i forgot to blog?

so many test

Time for school again tommrrow

and ACT this saturday....

than SAt next saturday.....

than ACt agian

than SAt again...

im feelin good

i feel awesome

i feel good

i feel being alone

i feel good

i feel great

i feel that im doing it

i feel that im walking alone

166 points....15 games...i maybe working there

ya ya ya.....bowled today again......got 166 on the last game which is no. 15.....hands hurt now...going to bed...and i filled an application for the job there at the arcade as an arcade attendant....and the stupid manager interviewed me like right away after me sweating playing 15 games.....so he asked a bunch of question...wats your grades....wat skills you have....wat weakness you have...and shit...and i think i answered like crap....so he told me that the people incharge will give me a call and i can call back and check....so ya...if i get a job there...bowling is free....arcade is free.....discounts in food and shit....i jsut love to work at a place which i like....and i hope i get that job.....and on top of that.....ACt next week....than SAT again.....omg...i shouldlnt be talking so much on here than everyone know wat im doing....and i wanted to not let anyone know how im doing....so FUCK YOU! peace out

good people always get bad days

BATISTA GOT SCREWED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and next week

CENA & BATISTA V.S BIG SHOW AND KING BOOKER!!!!

Friday night smackdown

ya...there is friday night smackdown tommrrow....and im excited for it cause BATISTA is going for the world heavyweight championship and i think he will win....

GO BATISTA!!!!

cause thats wat all good guys get.....they win in the end......

all my haters

this is to all my haters out there, if you want some, come get some!

britney

yesterday john cena was on raw with Kevin federline...and in the end it end up with this rap and cena gave him an F-U

You mad jonny nitro?
you aint got the nuts to hit me.
and if k-fed wasent around.
id be spearin britney.

how good is that? lol, and hells im making a video on sexy back and when its done it should be going on thurday.....

HAppy 100th blog for kingston!!!!

ya....100th.....so...celebration.........working on essay now so....peace out....

2 more weeks till ACT

so i got this whole story book to read tommrrow and finish 2 essays on it and shit and im doing a economics essay now....sucks like shit....

and i get of tommrrow at 10...that is sweet.....

and i think this girl in my math class is pretty cute.......

and i think im going to bowl again this weekend or maybe not.....

my right thumb is officially purple now but im happy cause of 184 i mean, that is a FUCKING high score...lol........haha

well.......

from now on

i walk alone..........

184, can you beat that?

no need to say, pictures explain a thousand words, new record again, and its the 12th game of the night, beat that bitches. oh and by the way, 5 strikes including a double strike and a triple strike.....

KANE IS BACK ON SMACKDOWN!!!!

KANE IS ON SMACKDOWN!!!!

meaning that

BROTHERS OF DESTRUCTION MIGHT COME BACK!!!

and

BATISTA NO. 1 CONTENDER FOR THE WORLD HEAVYWEIGHT CHAMPIONSHIP

next week againts KING BOOKER!!!!

and

WWE CHAMPION JOHN CENA AND ECW CHAMPION BIG SHOW ARE GOING TO BE THERE

WHAT A NIGHT!

I

WALK ALONE........................
i walk for miles inside this pit of danger.......
I've swallowed down a thousand years of anger..........
The weight of the world fall below my shoulders.....
A place where no one follows me.........
I walk alone...........

bowling this weekend....

anyone?

Trust yourself

trust yourself

love yourself

believe in yourself

trust no one

love no one

believe no one

that will make you successful in life period.

The end

watch my life pass me by, in a rearview mirror-nick lachey

i found a way, i found a way-drake bell

its just too little too late, a little too wrong-jojo

i, dont know why i miss you so much-rooster

im here without you baby-3 doors down

the last love is to let her go-李聖傑

baby, you the only one for me-leehom

thats the reson im so sick of love songs-neo

all these love songs...........
each with different endings.............
which will be mine?
or will i have an ending of my own?






jojo-too little too late

ooh no
Come with me, stay the night
You say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do you expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand, and you say you've changed
But boy you know your beggin don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game

So let me on down
Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know

It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

I was young and in love
I gave you everything but it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate
Go find someone else
In lettin you go, I'm lovin myself
You gotta problem
But don't come askin me for help
Cause ya know

It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

I can love with all of my heart baby
I know I have so much to give (I have so much to give)
With a player like you, I don't have a prayer
That's the way to live, yeah oh

It's just too little, too late
yeah

It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

Watch my life pass me by, in a rearview mirror

heart has been hurting for a long time now, its hurting real bad......

i miss you dearly,

despite of all the negativity and all the hopeless dreams.......

will you look at me,

at least tell me that you will be there for me when i need you........

or will you tell me,

that you'll need me sometime when you need someone.......

will you miss me,

just for a little bit even just as friend.....

will you take wats left, of me........take wats left of me.......

Heart pains, all day..............

ya...so today was okay.....from morning till night i had this huge chest and heart pain....i know why.....than i went to party....it was good.....ya, no one wants to hear about it...cause its pretty bad......and ya......thats it......oh and the tag, i love it, i love that tag......wonder who did it....but it was good...loving it........im out

party tonight anyone?

alright, my friend is coming to pick mke up to go a a party....i know....never been to one.....but ya.....should be exciting......brb

It hurt me.............when can this stop?

it was sunrise..........

you werent there...........

i saw you with him outside at the beach watching sunrise...........

i wanted to ask you out..............

but i guess i was late..............

it hurt me when i saw you there with him................

i came back...........

you asked where i went, maybe just a friend caring...........

but i was hurt.............i needed sometime to get over it..........

at that moment that i was hurt.....no one was there........i had to get over it myself.....

we didnt talk alot back there............

i think we both know why............

it hurts me............

you were there, you talked to me.......

but i was cold to you.....

maybe thats why you treated me cold too.........

you sang the song, or did you?

you were on the stairs................

far away from me looking at me..........

why? i dont know..........

i just feel that we both feel the same thing...............

it hurt me to see that you treat me so cold.........

so far away from me you stood......

it hurt me.....when can this stop?

when can we face each other the way we want?

1week..7 days...1SAT test...7 colleges....

7 more days till SAT.....and i haven started studying....

going tommrrow to get my senior potraits developed......

i think i got banned from diablo 2 on battle net for using map hack.....

i maybe getting frozen throne since i got banned in diablo.......

im still missing you......angel........

i wanna call you........but its the hardest thing i have to do......

i hope you are doing fine......

here comes the BOOM!

Ready or not? let me hear you SAy Boom! here comes the Boom! ready or not?...lol

alright people....i went bowling today again, cause.....its $5 dollar for 2 hours of unlimited bowling...lol...i know..CHEAP! i thought i would be on fire today.....but....IM AM ON FIRE!

1) 67...warm up....
2) 78...okay.. excuse....
3) 112....getting warmed up....
4) 130...im ready...
5) 100 okay my hands hurt....
6) 88...DAMn! it hurts....
7)110..im back in the game....
8)112.just a lil back in the game....
9)105....take a break....
10) 112...back again....
11) 159 BOOM! HERE COMES THE BOOM!
12) 120...im going home....lol

ya thats right bitches......159 beat that!.......haha....im so happy now....im going to bowl again next week not this week....hands suck like crap now.....lol....im happy.......made my week......anyways....im bringing sexy back......peace out

I hope you read this.........but you dont.....

i just hope that an angel will one day come onto the few wonders of wat we human beings have developed with technology throughout the centuries, INTERNET. i hope she comes onto this blog, that i blog everyday, read a couple of them.....but she doesnt........angel........

You are an angel,
white feathers
beautiful
cheeky

you are an angel,
black hair
beautiful
cute

you are an angel,
janelle
beautiful
perfect

can i be your angel?

I've been losing my whole life........

just a blog that i had suddenly want to blog

i lost when i said i was going to get good grades when i left me first guardian

i lost when i said i was going to get into a good sec school taking the PSLE

i lost when i said that i was going to get good grades last year

i lost when i said almost everything to promise my mother

i lost when i said i was going to study and yet i didnt

i lost friends

i lost family members

i lost games

i lost things

but this is the only thing im not going to lose in my entire life,

iv been a failure all along, making mistakes and making broken promises

but now that i found a way, im not going to lose you, no matter what happens,

iv been just hoping that i win this time, because this win will cover up all my loses....

The gift of my life.......from an angel...

thats wat she gave me...a white pencil case for me....white...with colored words saying my name.............when i left.........it meant alot to me......i kept it till now....with the bag that came with it.....even with the tape that sealed the bag........its still here.....representing that you are still here in my heart.........i love you.........angel.....

Abalone.........Abalone.....Abalone.......

Abalone hunt Abalone hunt......oh....i miss it....lol.........

I have To Force myself.........

to start studying for SAT and ACT...............

to start to not play games whole day.............

to start and work on my permit........

to start working on house chores.............

to start UC and CSU application...............

to start to plan for my future...................

to start to be a man..............

to start proving wat iv said all along, i can do this ALL ALONE.....................CAuse i am the champ

Maybe...........

Maybe like chase said,

"i cant tell zoey that i love her, cause if she doesnt love me back than it will ruin our frienship forever.....im not going to take that risk......."


Maybe like friends have said,

"she doesnt like you, just give up....we just want you to be happy......"


Maybe like my idol said,

"The highest level in love is to let the one you love have freedom.....let them go......"


Maybe like people have been telling me,

"If its meant to be yours, it will, if not.....dont force it............."


Maybe like drake's song said,

"over your shoulder you know that i told you, ill always be picking you up when you are down..."


Maybe like she said,

"can we just dont talk about this? can we drop this subject?"

11games, not satisfied at all................

alright....homecoming dance was alright.......i was waiting for my song cause im BRINGING "sexy back" ya............than that song played....and it was like 10.30.......called my mother....like last saturday...lol.....BOWLING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yup......went again.......and this time.....how many games i played total? 11 games............lol...scores werent satisfied.......quite shitty......i think worst time iv played........scores....

1) 107
2) 126
3) 134
4) 110
5) 104
6) 110
7) 112
8) 106
9) 111
10) 138 somehow over i here i was just pissed at my scores...so....4 strikes total in that round including a double strike....lol....
11) 112

ya....still 138 is not the best score.......i was planning on getting like 150 and above.....but happy that i averaged 115 points....which is actually worst......so....but never mind.....i played last week too....so its normal that this week suck more.....but i got it going at the last few games found my stroke.....so next time i go....its going to be good........i know.....my hands dont hurt now.....but its going to hurt like SHIT tommrrow.....ya.......peace.....